• ANJA GISELLE M. DE GUZMAN.
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My posts won't show up whenever I try to open my blog in UCC (Union County College, ok? Not that UCC cafe in the Philippines. HAHA). Is it just the computer there? O talagang hindi nagsshow sa ibang comp? :( Maybe it`s in my blogskin. I don`t know. I’m so lazy to change it. Whatever. :)

It`s Friday agaaaiin. Time flies by so fast! Parang kaka-Monday lang, tas Friday na agad. =/

Ugh, I REALLY feel so lazy right now. I haven`t eaten yet and it`s already 3.43 in the afternoon. I am not even hungry. =/ When I woke up, I checked my phone and read messages, tweets, IM’s, etc. Then I turned my laptop on. And there…. Til now, I’m still here in my bedroom. Great.

I really have nothing to write about. I just can`t wait for Monday. I`ll be seeing him again. Yey! Hahaha! Yesyes, my crush from my English reading class. HAHAHAHAHA fuuucccckkk punyeta!=)))) I swear, he looks so good, especially last Wednesday when he had his eyeglasses on. :) But it kinda sucks `cause I haven`t talked to him yet. HAHAHAHA. Not even once. =/ I know, I know, laaaame. But yea, I don`t really care. I just like seeing him around. Bwahaha!

Major laughtrip yesterday with the usual, Dave, Kevin, Martin, and James. HAH. Lakas lang ng trip, lalo na si Kevin. Okay, I don`t know how to explain what he was doing yesterday. I am so not good when it comes to explaining stuff. Haha. But I swear, it was sooo hilarious. HAHA. Reminded me about those times when me and my friends would stay in Prome, GH and just make fun of random people around. HAHAHA. Haaayy. I MISS MY FRIENDS. Real and true friends. :)

OhGoddd, how come I can`t think of anything to jot down here?! My life is this boring. FML. I STILL WANT TO GO BACK TO THE PHILIPPINES. Yes, I am having a good time here, but… It`s still different, you know? I know I`d have a REALLYYY GREAAAATTT time if I were still there. Ohh. I really wish I could do something about it. :( Saaaddd but I do not have a choice.

Here, I`ll make kwento. Lol.

I got to talk to a very close friend of mine like last Friday. It was a very good conversation we had. I haven`t conversed with him since like July because we had to just… stop talking. Yes, the usual GIRLFRIEND- BESTFRIEND- BOYFRIEND. I`ve known him since we were in first grade. We have the greatest bond ever. I can tell him about ANYTHING. You name it. Lol. And the other way around, ofcourse. Haha. Define super comfortable. Haha. We`ve been through a lot! I swear. Nasira pa friendship namen ng isa sa bestfriends ko dahil sa gagong `to. Haha. Because yessss, expected na, na he liked me while he was in a relationship with my bestfriend na girl noon. Hehe. Kami kasi lagi magkakasama, di naman namen inexpect na magiging ganon. Isa lang kasi circle of friends namen. :) Pero wala, WALA KAMI NARATING NOON kasi I respect my bestfriend. Yung girl. Tae close kasi naming lahat, yun ang problema sa mga ganyan, e. Haha. Basta yun, talagang pinanindigan ko na SORRY PERO MAS OK NA HANGGANG FRIENDS kesa lalo pa masira lahat. So thereee… It`s a really long story. Those days were like one of the highlights in my highschool life. So unforgettable. :) I`m glad that`s over. Haha! Ngayon, parang tinatawatawanan nalang namen. Pero srsly, major issue yung mga yun nung 3rd-4thyr. We`re all over it. Good, good. :)

So `yun nga. Then he had a girlfriend na when I left the Philippines na. I met her and she really is nice. :) But ohwell, she`s the girlfriend and I`m still the bestfriend. ANOBA. Kelan pa ba kami magkakilala. Grade 1 pa, e. Dami dami naming npagdaanan at ang ganda lang ng friendship namen lalo na simula nung 3rdyr kame, kasi dun kami naging major magkakabarkada. =/

We haven`t talked for like 3months already ‘cause the girl told him not to. Okaaay. Naiintindihan ko naman kasi, sabagay, sha naman ang girlfriend. So sige, pumayag nalang ako. :)

After 3months, yun nga, nung Friday, nag catch up lang ng KONTI with him. OK. CATCH UP LANG. KAMUSTAHAN, GANTO GANYAN. What`s wrong with that? I mean, kahit papano naman, siguro pwedeng makibalita lang at mangamusta kasi HELLO TAGAL NA NAMIN DI NAGUUSAP. Nakakamiss lang kasi. BESTFRIEND KO RIN NAMAN YUN. Nothing more. Gaaadddd. Please, kelan ba ko titiglan pagselosan? Haha. Tae, eh kung sa wala ngang more than friends, bakit nagseselos pa. Sana naman kasi maintindihan na ANG TAGAL NA NAMING MAGKAIBIGAN NON. Masisira lang ng dahil jan. =/

Eh wait, yun nga, nalaman ni girl na nag usap kame NUNG ISANG BESES NA YUN (Friday). She broke up with him. DAHIL LANG DUN AH. Grabe. Pano yan? Eh nagsshow rin na wala kang tiwala sa boyfriend mo? Tsk.

So my BESTFRIEND sent me a message yesterday. He told me that his girlfriend knew that we talked, blahblah. And she broke up with him. And he`s gonna try to get back with her, and he`s like… “balik nalang muna tayo sa talagang hindi naguusap. Sorry.”

ERRRR. NA BV TALAGA KO. =/ Wala na ko masabi. OK. Ang nasa isip ko lang naman, parang, ok? Ganon talaga? Haha. Parang, sige, thanks nalang. THANKS BESTFRIEND HA. Kaw na talaga ang best. Haha. Paki consider na ang GREAT LANG NG FRIENDSHIP NAMEN. Eh sila nung 4thyr lang ata sila nagmeet. =/ AY EWAN. Sige, THANKS TALAGA. Super thankyou bestfriend nalang. Lol. Iintindihin ko nalang, sige.

Pero, I know naman na may point rin si girl kasi sha ang girlfriend. Pero getttt, iba eh. Iba kasi pinagsamahan namen. =/ Ever since, he wanted us to be more than this. Pero nag usap na kami noon na as in noon pa, na hanggang dito nalang. And we`re good about it. Ok? Mahal na mahal ka na nga nyan, e. tsk.

Nakaka BV lang kasi SHA LANG YUNG GUY FRIEND KO NA NASASABIHAN KO ABOUT ANYTHING. A N Y T H I N G. Haha. Tas yan, masisira lang dahil jan. =/

Okaaay. I am so not talking to you again. HAHA joke. I know we`d still do… pag may mga asawa na tayo. Hahaha. Eh ang masasabi ko lang eh, THANKS ANYWAY. Haha!!

Hindi ko maexpress lahat ngayon ng maayos. Uulitin ko `to next time. HAHA.

Ayon, intindihin ko nalang. I am not mad or anything. I just feel bad about this. But whatever. Smile. :D HAHA!
I don`t know what to do with Jasper. =/ We`re not in a relationship, ok? Haha. But we still talk and whatever. It`s just that.... parang nasanay lang talaga kami na "KAMI". na kahit hindi naman kami, yung approach namen sa isa`t isa parang KAMI. Tae. Ok, sana naintindihan niyo yan! Hahahah. This is bad. Huhu. I`ll just go with the flow....

I`m happy being single, anyway.

I`m pleased to say that I`m happy with or without him. :) HAHAHAH okay, I`m just kidding. Til now, I can`t really say that. HAHA!

Okay, now I`m starving. :) Random. I`ll go get some food now. :)

GOOD AFTERNOON, PHILIPPINES. GOOD MORNOIIIGGHT, USA. :)

How’s it going, Philippines? I really feel bad for those who got affected by Typhoon Ondoy that hit the Philippines last September 26-27. I never imagined Manila being affected THAT MUCH in such calamity. Exagge, e. Was it the first time ever? No, I mean, like, after 40+ years right? Parang mga few days before 092609, I can just read people`s tweets about the nasty weather and everything. Never saw that one coming. Hanggang that one night in the Philippines, when I woke up, WHOA lang. My Twitter was flooded by my friends’ tweets about that MAJOR FLOOD brought by Ondoy. At first, I thought it was just a ‘normal’ flood. Lol may normal flood?=)) But I was like worried when I knew that in some areas, up to chest level na ang baha. GRABE LANG. =/ What was the main cause, anyway? I heard it was about the Marikina dam? Tama ba? Lol, I`m not sure. Hah. Nung una, akala ko normal na bagyo lang talaga. I thought bagyong MILENYO`s the worst. Oh God, I remember those days. Akala ko mag eend na ang world. Wait share ko lang=))

Eh diba nga we lived in a condominium (Cityland Shaw) before. Grabe lang, yung bagyong Milenyo na yun. From the 20th floor, we can see the billboards falling. We didn’t have electricity. Yes, kahit generator. =/ We had to WALK ALL THE WAY DOWN from 20th floor to the lobby. We walked going to Shang to buy food ‘cause we weren’t prepared that time. Haha. Ang BV pa dun, wala din electricity karamihan kahit sa Shang. Gaaaahhhdddd hell day. Lol. Oh, and thissss… people went to the rooftop to get WATER from the POOL. Why? ‘Cause we didn`t have water rin pang ligo. Hah. Grabeeee lang yung time na `yun. Akala ko `yun na ang worst ever.

But noooo. Ondoy fucked up a lot. I saw photos of people staying at their rooftops `cause they had no choice `cause super flood na inside their houses, people begging for help, people who lost their properties and even lives. =/ I really feel bad for them. Haaayy. FUCK YOU, ONDOY, FUCK YOU. Haha! Tae, kahit na wala na ko sa Pilipinas ngayon, major affected rin ako sa mga nangyayari jan. =/

Hello lang rin sa one week na walang classes jan sa Philippines. Wow, you guys should`ve volunteered anywhere and not rejoice about the suspension of classes. : ) Like what my friend said (Ayra, who`s now in Calgary), she`d rather go back to the Philippines and help out the victims of the typhoon than doing her homework there. =/ Aaaahhhh I agree!!! Kung mayaman lang talaga ko, nagdonate na ko ng bonggang bongga. But I guess all I can do for now is pray. : )

So, people. Wag na kayo mag reklamo tungkol jan sa catastrophe na yan. =)) Just be thankful that you`re all safe now. Isipin niyo nalang, pano pa yung mga nawalan ng bahay? Mga namatay at namatayan? =/ PRAY PRAY PRAY. And just be thankful, and take good care of yourselves. : )

Oh, and it`s nice to see Filipinos helping one another especially during times of need. : ) and shempre even people from other countries who donated stuff. Lol.

Sabi nga nila… TGIF – THANK GOD I`M a FILIPINO. Hah. So proud to be one. : ) Kaya friends sa Pilipinas, magkaisa na dapat lahat. Haha. Duh. Parang mali yung sentence, well anyway. =))) basta yun. Best parin ang unity. Lol.

Hello rin sa earthquake in Sumatra, tsunami in Samoa, and typhoons in the Philippines. What`s happening to the world? I think galit na si mother nature, at ito ang ganti niya. Haha. Ooohhh may message itong mga bagay na nangyayari for sure. Haha. God`s will. =)) MAGPAKABAIT NA KASI LAHAT! Grabe kupal lang ng mga nagttake advantage during nung major na typhoon jan sa Philippines, balita ko nagttake advantage pa yung iba, tipong nagnanakawan pa, e. =/ Tangina kayo na walang puso sige!! Nalunod sana kayo. Hahahah ayyoowwwwnnnn.

Eh kung magblog ako about dito, parang nasa Pilipinas lang ako at naexperience ko e=))) Sorry lang. eh kasi ewan, naffeel ko lang kayo, people. =))

Wait, matagal pa 2012. `yun daw end of the world, e. May tatama daw comet sa Earth, e. =/ Oh noooose, please, gusto ko pa umabot ng legal age na 21 dito sa America!! =))) Um whatever nalang. Bahala na po si God sa ating lahat. :D

Basta, be safe and alert, everyone! Anything can happen ANYTIME. : )




School`s fine, I guess. As usual, EASY EASY lang ng lahat. Yes, I feel like I’m the smartest among my classmates. Haha. Both in my English and Math class. Define BASIC tangina. Para kong elementary, eh. =)) but I think this one`s fine. Para ma refresh narin lahat. Haha. ‘coz I`ll be really needing math skills sa future. Haha! Ako na mahina sa math, sige! Pero swear, feeling ko ang talino ko talaga. =))))

So we got the results of our quiz in math last Tuesday. I got 98/100. It was fucking easy like OMG, joke time lang lahat. I don`t know why, but when I saw my classmates’ papers, they got like 60-70/100. HAHAH ako na mayabang pero tangina may maipagmamayabang naman talaga ko. HAHAHAHAHA. Pero shempre, quiet lang ako sa class pag ganon. Sa sarili ko nalang. Hahahaha!

And in my English reading… I got a 95% in my homework. While my classmates got like 70% and something like that. Hahah. Haaayyy. Yes, matalino mga Pinoy talaga.
Hahaha nasobrahan ang pagka proud sa pagiging Pilipino. Pero promise talaga, got me got me?!?! ;)

So yeaaaa. It`s fuckin` cold here, duuude. =/ temperature`s gonna be cold na lagi. =/ I`m gonna miss the hotness. Kasi naman sa Pilipinas, wet and dry lang ang season tae. =)))) So I`m still tryna get myself used to this kind of weather. Hahaha. So ayon. ;)

Wala na kong masabi. It`s 1250am here in New Jersey. I`m thinking of updating my TUMBLR after this one.

So, kthxbye. :D

TGIF. I don`t have school today. So, I`m just here at home chatting with random friends, reading people`s blogs, and eating my favorite Strawberry Mochi <3 lol

Fourteen hours in school again yesterday. The usual, bfast in school (good thing they serve pretty gooood stuff), hang out by the commons, go out to have some cigs, meet new people, etc.
We`re really getting used to staying there from 7.30am -930pm every T TH. Paki consider ang fact na our classes don`t start til 3.15pm. Great, huh?

Anywayyy, so there was this black guy who talked to me when we were in the commons. Ugh he thought we were Japanese. Whutt, before Chinese, tas Vietnamese. Haha. Do I really look like one? :)) So yeah, he asked for my number, and I gave it. HAHA. Tae. Ok lang, I won`t reply, anyway. HAHA. We`ll just see each other around. Lol. And yeaaaa, npprove ko talaga dito na magnet ako sa mga black people. Why oh whyyyy! Kahit before rin, group naman sila. Haayy magpray nalang ako na sana mga potential Chuck Bass mag approach saken in that way. Bwahaha.

So thereee. We have this friend that we named – Harry. He`s, uhm, some kind of a… retard or something. He`s just… weird. Idk. We`re not “really” making fun of him, though. HAHA. Atleast ang friendly pa namen sakanya. Haha. He`s so… I don`t know what to say anymore. Ang funny nya na ang weird na nakakaawa na ewan. Haha. Basta. He was even telling us something about Greek Mythology. WTF. Oh, and here`s our convo.:

..because he only got 15mins before his class starts.

HARRY: So, what do you think we can do in 15mins?
ME: I don`t know. What`re you thinking?
HARRY: Hmm. I`m thinking… Have you ever heard of a quickie?

HAHAHAHAH GAAAHHDDD. Couldn`t help but laugh=))) Ang large pa niyaaa tas black rin sha, tangina. And the way he talks.... Basta ewan. HAH. Ang funny nya na ewan. HAY. Anyway. Hahah.

So, my last class ends at 6.40pm every T TH. But my sisters have a 710pm class, so yea. We just chilled outside with the twins (Kev and Martin), Dave and James. Hanggang I was left with Kevin and Dave. Wala, ayon, we just stayed outside for a bit to chill, and I was tempting Kevin to get some cigs, too (he said I`m no help. HAHA. `coz he`s already trying to stop na. Eh kasi hello ang ganda ng katawan eh punyeta!), tas Dave had to go home na `coz he was starving na. Lol.

So it was just Kevin and I. Ayoooon. Normal hang out lang at Nomahegan Park.
We just talked and talked and talked. Hah. Ayooon. Aaaahhh thanks to him for keeping me occupied for an hour. :) ‘coz I always have to wait for my sisters to get off from class at 925pm. =/ So yeaaaaahhh. Had a great time with Kev, then at around 9pm na, he dropped me off at UCC. (Yuck, parang ang layo, eh katapat lang naman. Haha). Thereeeee.

Ayon. Oh, I just watched Tayong Dalawa Finale. I haven`t seen the previous episodes for the past few weeks, though. Haha. But I still know what`s happening, so yea, I can still relate. Lol. I like the ending. <3 Parang, after ng lahat ng ginawa nun mga kontrabida, talagang may mga consequences after. Tas Audrey died, na good thing naman kasi magiging okay na talaga si Jr and Dave. Aw. Yuck, realizations? Hahah.
But but, I can see a 2nd part coming! Hello, Enchong Dee as another Garcia brother!! Hahah. Tae. I like, I like!! <3 Hah. So `yuuun.
Wait, ang random ba. Hahah.

So `yun. Wait, eto, may rule na ko. I`m not gonna take things seriously here in America. Like, you know, boys. =)) and girls. Loljk. But srsly, ayoko talaga. Hookups lang. HAHAkidding! Wala, studies lang :D HAHAHA asa naman. Pero `yun nga. Please, I don`t want any stressful stuff anymore. I`m just gonna have fun;) Hahah. Eh, eh, actually, sakanya parin naman ako, eh. Kay, haaayy oo sakanya parin :D Yuck bakit may ganoooon! =)))
Pero, wala. Yun lang. Wala munang seryosohan dito. Lol

Thereeee. Ok. I think I blogged enough for today. Kk. :)

HIII. :) What`s up? :))

Sooo, our late start classes just started last September 17. HELLO 14HOURS SA SCHOOL. Ok lang?! Gaaahhhdd. Please, paki-check ng lungs namen. Hahaha. T TH - we arrive in school at around 730am, but our classes don`t start til 3.15pm. How`s that!? Hahah. Major tambay, helloooo. :)))) More hours sa school, more food&cigs, taeee. But it`s all good. :) We get to meet more people. :)

So, lately, we`ve been hanging out with the twins (Martin and Kevin) and Dave. Well, sila lagi kasama namin, pero marami narin kami nmmeet, so, uhm, masaya. Hahah.
We watched Sorority Row mga weeks ago with Kevin, Martin, Dave and Miguel. Tas Dave left, so kami nalang ng sisters ko + twins, Miguel. We were thinking of getting drunk. Lol jk.
So we bought drinks, and we headed to Roselle Park and thereee.. Dun kami nag inom. Super tago lang ba. :)) Palipat lipat kame ng spot 'cause cops might see us, eh hello, puro underage kame, and this is not like the Philippines na super ok lang uminom kahit below 18 ka (21 pa legal age dito, tangina), so yooon. Looking forward to house parties :) Naffeel na namin ang pagka America now. Hahahah.

So yeah, what elseeee... Nm. School`s cool. New friends. New everything. I still miss the Philippines, though. Hindi naman na ata mawawala sakin yun. Haha.

Ayon, wala rin akong planong magseryoso sa kung anuman dito. Boys? Girls? Hahaha. Jk. Pero srsly, idk, bilang lang ata matitino dito e. Hahaha uhh siguro magseseryoso lang ako dito pag nagwwork na talaga ko. Wahah. Mmmm ehhh, my heart still belongs to ano, e. Hahahahahhaaha tangina. :D :))))


Ano pa ba? Ah ayon. Last Thursday, whole day in school nga, til 640pm lang classes ko, but my sisters have one pa at 710pm- 925pm. So I have to wait for them til they`re dismissed. =/ So I`m left with Kevin and Dave. I went with them to the fitness center, tas yon. Eh ok lang naman bang may pinatry sila saken don sa gym, eh naka dress ako. Hahaha pero k lang. Nakaupo lang naman:))) Daaaammmnnnn hello ang hot lang nila, e. Esp. Kevin, gaaahhhddd hellooo ikaw na ang may magandang body. Grabe ikaw na may muscles sa lahat, ikaw na may abs, etc. Actually sila ng twins. Bwiset. Hahahahajoke. Pero ayun. I saw my uncle, Kuya Mark, too. :) Yuuuun.

There. Oh wait, I have to do some readings pa for my English reading class later. Got class at 545pm-740pm. Kbye:)

I removed my counter here. Tanga ko lang. =))) I remembered, I changed my URL from incandescentbutterfly to anyuhh. I`ve been using that URL since I was in 1styrHS? Or 6th grade? I`m not sure. Yes, ang tagal ko na pala nagbblog. Hahaha. So `yun nga. Dapat pala di ko na binago URL ko. Sayang yung views ko, taeee. =))) I just realized that when I noticed that my number of views weren’t increasing. =/ so naalala ko, shempre yung old URL ko yung naka set dun. Hahah. Aww. 30,000 views rin `yun kahit papano noh!!! =)))
Ohwell. So I just removed it. I don`t even think people still read this blog since I changed my URL. Konti nalang ren mga nagbblogger. Puro Facebook, Multiply, Tumblr, and karamihan na nga Twitter nalang para easier. Haha! Well, anyway…

Greattt. I really just had 3hours of sleep yesterday. =/ Woke up before 7am. We had to go early to school ‘coz mom was the one who dropped us off. Eh, she goes to work that early. So we have to bear with that for now ‘coz we don`t have a license yet. Haha. I know we`ll (us three) soon get our own car. Yay, Ate Arianne MUST pass the road test!!! I know she can do it. She`s a good driver.:) Hahah. Yay, then Ate Neve will be the next one who`s gonna take the road test. And me? I haven`t taken even the written test yet. HAHA. ANG TAMAD KO LANG!! But I`m reviewing now. So I might take the test soon. I HAVE TO. Yessss and then when we have our own car na, we can go anywhereeee. Hahaha.


Anyway. Just like last Thursday – we got there. Tambay. Breakfast. ChillCigs. Spotspotspot. The usual, okaaaay. =)) Oh, we were already at UCC at around 7am. Their classes started at 2pm/ 3pm. HAHA. Grabe lang. Buti nalang tambay persons kame. Haha!! Swerte ng mga taong nakakalampas sa lait namen. Hahahahkidding. Idk, feeling kasi namin, kami lang yung talagang maraming napapansin sa mga tao. Well, what`s new? Ganun naman ever since. Haha! Yes, we are mean. :))) Lol kidding! Di naman all the time, anu ba. Haha. Dito kase, parang talagang walang pakielamanan. Kahit ano isuot mo, goo lang, bahala ka jan. Haha. Di katulad sa Philippines, bawat isuot mo, papansinin talaga hanggang mahiya ka nalang sa pagtingin sayo. Haha! And dito sa states, they don`t care about GRAMMAR. Haha, eh sa Philippines, kahit isang word na mali, maling grammar, maling pronunciation, pagtatawanan na. Hahahahah. Diba diba. Lam ko naman `yun kasi ganun din ako pag nakakapansin ng kung anuman. Hahahahahaha.Ayooowwwn.

Wait, so yun, sa school nga kanina..
At ako naman, tyaga ko lang maghintay eh! Literal chill lang ako dun. Haha. Kasi nga, my T TH classes will start on the 16th pa. Oh, and I`m excited to start my ‘late start’ classes. Kasi for sure, mas madami ako mammeet na kasing age ko. ‘coz we`ll be taking up UCC 101 which is just like an orientation class or whatever. We actually don`t have to take that. Grrr. Nalaman lang namin last week, tae. Pero, sabi ng counselors, must daw `yon. K. They fooled us. They only want our money. HAHAkidding, HELLO ANG MAHAL LANG PER CREDIT!!! =/ Oh, and the books? We bought the required textbooks for our subjects. Fucker ang mahaaaaal!!! =/ So we only bought 3books earlier, we already spent around $200 for those. Tatlo lang `yun, ha. Wala pa kasi yung ibang need talaga namin na books. Grabe lang. why so expensive! Haayy. Consider the fact that we`ll only be using it this Fall sem. Tsktsk. Alanganamang ipa-photocopy namen yung mga kelangan lang na chapters, it`s gonna take forever! =))) We`re actually allowed to return the books tas mrerefund, pero they`re only allowing it til the 17th. Thanks, ha. Haha. So there. Ohwell. Bahala na.

I watched the premiere of the new season of 90210. Aaahhh I missed watching that. They all got HOTTER. I love Jessica Stroup (Silver)! She looks hotter with her shorter hair now. Adrianna`s so gorgeous! Though I don`t really like her long hair now. I prefer short for her. But still, HOTTT! Ganun parin Naomi, e. Haha. Sawa narin ako kay Shenae Grimes! Di nagbabago itchura niya since Degrassi! Haha. AND LIAM !!!! <3 Aaahhh I love LIAM!! Epitome of sex, accdg to my friend. Haha! But he appeared in the last part na. Can`t wait for the next episode. Must not miss any episodes! :)

After 90210 – Melrose Place. New series this Fall. It`s like Gossip Girl, but they`re in 20`s or something. I didn’t focus that much, though. But I do think it`s nice. Try ko watch every week rin. :)
Gossip Girl`s 3rd season will be on the 14th! Is it on 14th or 16th? I`m not so sure. But i`m excited!! AAHHH BLAIR & CHUCK!! <3 So many new series to watch out for this Fall! ;)

But you know what I really miss watching? THE L WORD! We used to watch that like everyday last summer. I didn’t actually get to watch all the seasons. I think I stopped on the 5th? So I might continue watching it one of these days. AAHHH THAT TV SHOW…. =)))) Nevermind. Haha.
I fall for Katherine Moennig everytime I watch TLW. Hahaha. PERFECT STUD. GRABE. BE MINE. Hahahaha. I want my Shane McCutcheon!!!! =))) Must. Find. One. Hahahahhakidding. =)))) I just love her, okaaaay. =))) Gwapo niya lang, sobra. Sinong hindi ma-b-bi dun!! She can turn anyone gay!! Hahahahahaha!!! Ok. Should stop now. Haha.


Wala na ko sense forever. Hahahaha. Hindi na ko marunong mag blog. I don`t know how to be interesting anymore. :( Hahaha. Okay. I`ll go now. It`s almost 2am. TRYTRYTRY TO SLEEP. GNIGHT!

It`s past 2 in the morning and here I am again, bitching on the net. Hahakidding. I actually have to sleep now because I have to wake up at around 6am `coz we have to leave the house at 7am. =/ I don`t have classes tomorrow, but my sisters have. I just wanna go with them. I`m afraid I`ll miss them. Hahahhayuck shempre joke lang diba. :))) I have nothing to do at home anyway. I`m so tired of my daily routine since I got here -- wake up, online, online, online, eat, shower, online, tv, sleep. =/

Gaaahhddd I hate it. SUPER KUNG ANO YUNG KINADALAS NG PAG LABAS KO WHEN I WAS STILL IN THE PHILIPPINES, BIGLANG SUPER OPPOSITE WHEN WE GOT HERE! BV BV BV!

I need my social life back NOW. Huhu. Soon soon soon!!! :) Something to look forward to. :)

Labor Day - Monday [090709] - So my mom and my sisters didn`t have workkk. We had breakfast at Perkins. Helloooooo sarap lang. I prefer it than iHOP. :) Eh yung bfast ko pang lunch na, e. Hahahah. Leche. I`m trying not to eat too much, okaaay. Ayoko lumobo, PLEASE. =/

Blahblahblah... Perkins - Barnes & Noble - A&P - TD Bank. Then Westfield, finally.

Just with my sisters, ofcourse. We stayed at Panera lang. Our usual talks, tambay, cigscoffee, etc. Ideal weekend. Haha. Ang sarap pa ng weather. Chilly and sunny. Yesyes, excited na ko mag Fall! :) So thereeeee. :)

We were watching Tool Academy 2 earlier.
Srsly, that show made me hate guys more. HAHAHA. Kidding, I mean, like, BILANG NALANG TALAGA MATITINO SA MUNDO. Hahaha.

Kaya nga, girls nalang diba.. Hahah!! Pero di rin, MAY MGA BABAE RIN NA GAGO, E. HAHAHAHA. Pero di naman lahat, shempre. :) Haha.
Pero, Yeah, seryoso, I`ve encountered blue/ 'studs' na worse than guys pa! Grabe lang. Gwapo niyo kasi! Hahhahahaha! Actually, halos lahat nga ng nmmeet ko kong blue, madalas, ang pplayer! Hahahahaha!! Pero un nga, di naman lahat, nagkakataon lang siguro na ayown. :))) Nasan na ba ang mga matitino jan. Please lumabas na kayo for me!!! :))))

So `yon. So, para walang problema.
LET`S STAY SINGLE. LESS STRESS!!! Hahahah. Porket wala lang lovelife noh? Haahahahha! NAMAN KASI. PLEASE. Naaammuuhhhn. GIRL O BOY MAN, jusko. magpakatino na nga kayo lahat! :)))

K foiiine. I really have to sleep now. I slept at 4am yesterday, and I had to wake up at 9am.
Now, I`m sure I`ll sleep around 3am. I have to wake up at 6-ish AM. O edi ako na ang kulang lagi sa tulog!!! :))

Kbye. ;)

Hello, Blogger. Okay, so I really can`t update this regularly. Ang tamad ko lang. :))
School just started last September 2, 2009.

HELLO, COLLEGE!! :) Didn’t expect I`d be in college this schoolyear. I thought I was going back to highschool for atleast a year or whatever. At first, I really wanted to repeat highschool here in the states. HAHA. Walalang, experience. :)) It seems so fun and exciting compared to college, e. Oh well. Mom said it`ll be a waste of time, if ever. So yeah, hello college nalang talaga. I go to UCC (Union County College), btw. :) I`m taking up Nursing! Goodluck saken! Haha. But I`m not yet taking up any Science related subjects or whatever. Puro prerequisites palang. So puro English and Math palang ako ngayon. Um they based it on the results of the placement test which we took last August 17. Tangina, WALA NA KONG ALAM SA MATH OKAY!?!! Hahaha. I didn`t even review! Haha. Ay well, I tried to study, pero tae, wala na ko maintindihan freeeaaaalll. =)))
So yeah, and I actually did a not-so-great performance in the reading comprehension part. Hahafuck karma sa hindi ko pagbabasa ng classic readers sa OB! =))) Puro summaries lang naman ako, sorry! Hahahah. So `yon.

It`s okay. We`re not rushing or anything naman. Hahaha. And besides, my age is too young to be in college here. Halos lahat kasi sila mga 19 + na. Kasi diba, mas maraming years ang education here. Haha, I`m only 17. So ok lang na di magmadali. Haba pa ng panahon. Nyahahah.

First day went well. Didn`t really enjoy it that much since I didn`t get to roam around, and my class was at 545pm. I got there 10minutes before my class started.

So, eto. While I was there, I was really thinking…. WHY THE FUCK AM I HERE?!?!? =))) Hello, grabe lang. Yung iba dun, they were like asking kung san ginagamit ang YOUR tska YOU`RE. ITS tsaka IT`S. Tae!!! =))) Joketime ba?! =))) Haayyy!! I REALLY DON`T THINK I BELONG IN THAT CLASS/ LEVEL. Hahaha! Pero ohwell, kasalanan ko ren kase I didn`t give my best when I took the placement test. HAHA! Pare-parehas pa kame ng sisters ko na magttake ng class na `yon. Haayy. Kagaguhan. Haha! Well, idk. Maybe it`ll get harder. We`ll see. We took a diagnostic test rin pala na puro reading comprehension. Ok, dun ako mahina talaga. Di ako mahilig magbasa, e. Leche. Hahaha. Ayon. AND MY MIND`S NOT INTO STUDYING OR ANYTHING RELATED TO SCHOOL. HAHAHA. Parang, feeling ko, pumapasok lang ako para mangspot. HAHAHAH. Bwiset! =)))

Class ended at 740pm. Yep, yun lang ang class ko pag MW. =)) Puro mejo hapon/ gabi na 'coz we registered for Fall sem ng super late. Ohwell.

It`s Labor Day today so I don`t have classes. :) my Tuesdays and Thursdays will start on the 16th pa. :) Thereeeee. I did get to talk to people naman, pero not that much kasi walang time. Mejo nagmamadali ako after ng class ko non, eh. So yeah, I know I`ll enjoy more next time. Just waittt. :D

I`ll go there on Tuesday again. Sisters ko naman may class non. Like nung Thursday, first day nila `yon. Sumama lang ako. Haha! As in pure tambay at kain lang ako nung day na `yun. Hahahah. Fun rin naman. Oh, there`s no dress code in UCC. Yay. Haha! Shempre may smoking area ren. Hahaha! Ok. I hope everything will turn out greattt. I`m expecting a FUUUUN college life like what we usually see in the tv/ movies. HAHA!

I still wanna be in the Philippines, though. I`m good here naman, pero, it`s still different there. Shempre nandun ang friends and everything. Saaaad. Kase kung kelan college na kame, kung kelan mas dami free time magchill o kung anuman, kung kelan nagka sarilisariling kotse na sa barkada na shempre, medaling makakapunta kung san san pag ganon haha, ayon, dun naman ako umalis. Tangina talaga!!!! Super miss ko lang lahat… Ohwell. We can`t do anything about it, anyway. I just can`t help but think about it. ALWAYS.

Haayyy. I`ll see them someday. Haha. :)

What else? Thoughts, thoughts? Hmmm…. Ano nanaman. About my fucked up love life? Nyahaha. It`s still complicated. Pero ZERO. Pero complicated, gets. Hahahaha!! LAHAT NA ATA NGAYON, HIRAP NA PAGKATIWALAAN. Ewaaaan. GULO NG LAHAT LANG! Hahahaha! Ok, ayoko magseryoso now, san nanaman ako mag eend up pag ganon diba. HAHA. So, okay. NO NO. =)))
Maybe I`ll post something about that next time. I`m so tired of posting anything related to that. Nakakasawa diba? Hahahaa!!

Ayon. Wala na ko mawrite. Haha. I always sleep late. Fuck zits. Hahaha! I always go to bed like around 3am or 4am. Eh wala naman ako matinong ginagawa. I don`t know why I stay up that late! It`s 2am now. So maybe I should try sleeping now, right? Try lang naman! Hahah.

So,yeah, goodnight. =)

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FROM TUMBLR:

DEAR EX- BOYFRIEND,

You confuse the hell out of me. Please stop cause you’re kind of driving me insane with all the shit that you do and my heart can’t take it. Okay? Thanks.

Sincerely,

Me

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Wahah. I mean it. :))) Okay. I`ve been watchip hiphop dance videos, cheerleading videos, singing videos, and been also browsing through photos of different people. Photoshoot-ish type. Wahah. Envy. Makes me want to be a model, really. Hear my plea. Hahahakidding.
Walalang, ang ganda, eh. I don`t wanna be on a runway, though. Yung normal lang na model sa mga print ads ok na! Hahahah! Tae. K. Result ba ito ng boredom. :)))

So yeah, nonsense na. I`ll go and take a shower. ;) BYEEE. :D

Changed my layout after 2345134634353 years. ;) I don`t update this that much anymore, though. I just want a new one. Haha. :) And I`m not even sure if people get to read whatever I`m posting here `coz I changed my URL from incandescentbutterfly to anyuhh. Hmm whatever.

I didn`t put any links, too. not sure if people still use their blogspots, so there. Nakakatamad lang ba mag update ng links o kahit ano. Haha.

Ayooowwwn. Ako na ang bored ngayon! Tae. I just update my Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook, etc. Gawain lang ng bored. I can`t think of anything to post here `coz I`m... lifeless now. Hahah.
Ahhh help me. :)))

Kk. Nonsense lang! Kbye. ;) Again agaiiiin. FOLLOW ME ON TUMBLR . ;)

I`m so bored. I have nothing else to do, as usual. And I`m so infuriated right now, I don`t even know why. =/ I hate it. I hate itttt.

Taeeee. Alam mo yuuun. I was successful in trying not to talk to him. Yay. Achievement!! That was for liiike, a month? Or more. :) As in I cut all our means of communication. Bwahah. Yess, I deleted him from my Facebook, Y!M, Friendster. HAH. That one really worked for me. Some people might say it`s immature, but whatever. EH NAGWOWORK SAKEN, EH, BAKIT BA. TRY NIYO! SA MGA HIRAP MAG MOVE ON. Hahaha. See see. So there.

I WAS REALLY GETTING USED TO THE FEELING OF NOT HAVING HIM. Okay. Mej nasanay ako sa kanyang absence. Haha. Kasi naman. After ng lahat. Helloooo. So talagang ginawa ko lahat! Tanginaaaa.

Untiiiil. Like, 2weeks ago. I received a message from him. Ayon. Kinamusta lang naman kasi wala na daw shang balita saken. And he`s like, he misses me so much. He still can`t forget me daw even though he has a girlfriend na. And he regrets the fact that he left me JUST LIKE THAT. Tangina. TANGINA. Wrong move ka. Fuckkk.

He even broke up with the girl when he was talking to me. KASI DAW AKO PARIN KAHIT ANONG GAWIN NIYA. Punyetuhhhh. Nakakainis!!! And he said that it`s okay with him naman daw even if we`re not, like, in a relationship. Get? Yung parang, steady lang. Ano `yun, forever ko shang IT`S COMPLICATED? Haha. Tae. Kasii daw, he doesn`t wanna lose hope. HE STILL WANTS “US”. Yes. “US”. F that.

I don`t wanna write everything here na. Basta `yun na `yun.

I just hate the feeling when you`re all good na. Then all of a sudden, your efforts of “moving on” go down the drain in just a… blast? Lol. You get meeee?! Ughh. Okay.

This is what I hate about myself. I GET VERY VERY ANGRY ABOUT EVERYTHING. But ONCE you apologize, I forgive JUST LIKE THAT. Tangina.

Sabi nga nila, “Sometimes, you forgive someone just because you can`t stand not having them”.


So now, I`M SO BACK TO SQUARE ONE.

Today wasn`t really a tiring day. Even though I woke up at around 6am and headed to NYC at 8am. :)) Just went with motherdearest 'coz she had to claim something. :)
Went there by train. Oh I love the train stations here! So different from what we have in the Philippines. Hahahaha. I miss the MRT and LRT, though! :))) Some train stations here are just like airports! Loooveee ittt!! Esp. the one at NY Penn Station. :)

So yea. Had brunch at W Cafe. :) I so love it there in NYC. I really wanna live there. :( Good thing NJ`s like next to New York. :)

Theeeen. Got back here in Jersey ren like mga 1pm. Then we picked up my sister, then we headed to Menlo Park Mall. Envyyyy. Mom just bought a Michael Kors watch for Ate Neve. :( yes, 'coz it's gonna be her birthday on the 17th. :)
I can't wait til my birthday! Hahaha. Ok. :))))
So we went around, and I really love the apparel at Urban Outfitters!! Uggghh. I shall return when I already have lots of money!! It`s quite expensive, though. but s`all good. :) So I just ended up buying a dress. It`s so cute. ;) I shall buy more. Wahahah.
Fuck. I NEED TO EARN MY OWN MONEY BADLY!!!!!! :(((
Okay. Patience!! Once I get to enroll, I`ll be getting a school permit so I`ll be able to work. :) Yay. Hopefully... soon. :)))) Pray for me. :))

Okay. I`m really getting addicted to Tumblr!! I can't stop browsing through people`s Tumblrs, and reblog stuff. I really am able to express everything that I wanna say through those photos with random statements. and I`m really having fun reading people`s secrets at blogsecret.tumblr.com :)) I can really relate to some. Love it.
YOU SHOULD SIGN UP FOR AN ACCOUNT THERE IF YOU STILL DON`T HAVE ONE!
Go sign up!
Then follow me! - ANYUHH.TUMBLR.COM :)

HOME ALONE.
Didn't do any volunteer today at Buckingham. Oh, `coz I volunteered last week. :) Naaatttiing. Just so I`ll have something to do other than go online the whole day. Nakakasawa na kase.
Yeah, so there. I just answered phone calls at the nurses' station. And I also sang for the residents there at Buckingham. :) They're so cute.
They gave me a balloon for getting a hundred in the karaoke. Haha! :)

I actually have to do the laundry now, but I`m lazyyy. I`ll just do it laterrr.

Had a very great weekend. :) We went to the shore house by Ocean Grove. :) AAAHHH. MUST LOVE THE WEEKEND!! ;)
Had a very great time.

FRIDAY NIGHT - walked from the shore house going to Belmar. (just with my sisters). Gaaaddd. Very tiring. SWEAR. :))) It`s likeeee... walking from Cityland Shaw to Makati. Hahaha. Tae. Balikan pa yun! :))
Kk. Bonding with sisters. ;) Walalang. Just stayed there. Coffee + Camel <3
AAAHHH. Best thing ever. :)
An old man even took a picture of us, and he even asked us if we wanted to take a picture with his motorcycle. (mga tipong Wild Hogs!) Haha! But we didn't. Nakakahiya, baka kung anu pa yon. Haha. :)
Random guys asked for a lighter, time, cigs, etc.. :))

SATURDAY - HAPPY 4TH OF JULY !! ;)
Stayed by the beach at Belmar. :) frommm... 12nn - 5pm. :) Weather was so great. Hellooo buti di ako mashado naging nognog. :))) funfunfun. :)
HELLO LANG SA MGA HOTTIES EVERWHERE. Yes, as in THEY WERE EVERYWHERE. :0
Yung tipong I CAN DIE NOW!!! =))) AAAHHH.. Nabubusog ako sakanila. Haha, kidding. :)

We also watched the fireworks display along the boardwalk. :)
Makes me feel excited about my birthday on the 1st of January. :) Lapit na ba? haha!

Drank the night away with Ate Arianne. Stayed by the patio, and drankdrankdrank. Appletini + Mojito.
Alcohol makes me happy and alive. Srsly.

SUNDAY - drove going to Point Pleasant. Brave New World. Naaatttiinngg maaattsss. Just bought dresses and stuff.
Then they dropped us off at Belmar again. COZ I SWUUURRRR, IT`S THE PLACE TO BE!!!!!!! SUPER!!! HAAAYYY. ;)

Just had really really big slices of pizza at 3 Brothers! AAAHH YYUUUMMEEEHH!!! :)
Esp. when you eat, and at the same time, you can see a bunch of hotties. ;) Okaaayy. I`m being a guy-aholic. I`m sorry.

There. then dinner. chill sa patio sippin' on Mojitoooo. then, went back home. :)

Sana ganun everyday! Heaven. :))

Okaaayy. Now, I`m just waiting for Tayong Dalawa. It`ll start within 30minutes. :))

What an asshole.

Dude, isn`t that too fast?

HAH. Wala pa kayong 1month, BIGAY AGAD! Galing. :D

& wait, I don`t need you to be specific about everything.

& oh, goodluck! ACCIDENT YOUR MOTHERFUCKN FACE. Ginusto mo yan, gago!
Use the right words, pwede?!?

Di naman tayo! Di need ang mag- explain! Tago mo nalang sa sarili mo.

Fuck, I don`t even know why I am still wasting my time on you. Tangina, sino ka ba? Dinelete na kita`t lahat lahat, magmemessage message ka pa jan. Labo mo, tsong.

Kainin mo lahat ng SORRY MO! Masaya ka na diba?!? Osige, go.

Kaaayyy.

Maybe that`s the reason you guys really get along well. :)

SLUTS.

Kbye. I`ma sleep. :)

Now I know why you can`t keep up with a LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP.

Kasi ano? Lalaki ka? MAY PANGANGAILANGAN KA? I knew it.

Fuck YOU for the nth time.

Goodnight.

K. So `yun nga.

Tired na ko sa drama shit na `to!! Ohwell. Ngayon lang `to. :D

Oh, I deleted him from my Facebook account.. the day I saw his relationship status: IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH MITZIE SHINTANI.

I`m usually trying to avoid viewing his profile. But I can't help it. Tsk. So when I woke up that day, as usual, routineeee... wake up, check Y!M mobile, FB mobile, Plurk mobile, Twitter mobile.
Then yun nga. Nakita ko.
So when I went online, FIRST GOAL KO TALAGA MA-DELETE SHA SA LIST KO. So, I did.
I saw their photos pala muna. E putangina, parang walang nangyari ah. SAYA MO AGAD AH?!? :) but what the hell. Bahala ka jan.
title pa ng album: "at my baby`s house :) "

HAH. ULUL. Parang gusto ko shang kantahan ng How Could You ni Mario.

Tas 'yun. Edi sige, KAYO NA ANG HAPPY. SIGE. :D

Shempre ako, pag galit ako, GALIT AKO. Ilalabas ko tang ina.
Di ko napigilan, I PM`ed him. TANGINA SORRY DI KO KASI MAPIGILAN.

Yung message ko sakanya, halong galit with drama shit. Haha. Sorry na.
Tanong ko lang namin kasi... WHY? WHY?!?! Tangina bakit talaga! Bakit nalang biglang ganun. Bakit ang bilis bilis. TANGINA DI KO KASI MAINTINDIHAN TALAGA.

then he saidddd.. SHE came 2weeks after lang namin nagkalabuan. TANGINA. HABANG SUPER OK TAYO, NAKIKITA KO NA COMMENTAN NIYO! MGA GAGO! Punyeta. Sinong niloko mo.

kapal pa ng peys. he even said.. "kalimutan mo na ko PLEASE. masaya na ko ngayon.."

OH, FUCK YOU.

then blahblahblah. I replied pa, tas mga replies niya, THE USUAL - "k. ewan." BULLSHIT.

Here`s the most fucking annoying sentence that he said:

"kami na nga pala nung 14. just letting you know."

WTF?!?! The fuck I care!! Gaaaaddd. Do you really have to let me know about your shit? Tangina. Di ko makita point mo. Srsly.

Edi stop na. Stop na.

Then, THE OTHER DAY..

I was shocked when I checked my friend requests on Facebook. Eh kamusta yung inadd niya ko ulet?! Magaling. WOW.

Thennn, inbox.

He sent me a message:

"060909. naunahan mo pa ko. ayos."

HAHAHA. How gullible could you get.

Maybe becauseeee.....

I`m having this landian thing with our friend, Mari Kozuka. Hahaha. Girl 'yon. As in ang landi namin sa fb. hahaha. We were just kidding around.. :))) Like, naging kame nung 060909. HAHAH.

Eh I commented on her status, like "i love you hun. 060909 dibaaa"

then he commented after me, but it`s for Mari.

So anywayyyy. Maybe he saw the comment. =)))

TANGINA. Galing mo!!!! Pahiya ka ngayon. AKO PALA NAUNA, AH! WOW!!!! :D GALING GALING.

EH IKAW ? GANO KABILIS?!? 14?! HAHAHA. Nice one. Bobo. Tangina. OK, GALIT BA KO ULET?!? :)

edi yun, nagreply ako, sabi ko ke Mari yun. HAHA. Stupid, eh.

Then blahblaahh, kinamusta ko sha. Sabi niya ok lang daw sila nung kinginang girlfriend nya.
Sabi ko nalang parang, edi ayos.. stay happy. good for him. :) tas nagbye na ko. sabi ko ingat nalang lagi blahblah.

then, he replied..

"pero iba, e ..."

ULUL. Yea, sure. :)

He even said, "di mo lang alam pero nasasaktan rin ako. maniwala ka o hinde.."

OH GOD. Sang banda ka nasaktan, Jas?!?!? Grabe. YAN, NASASAKTAN KA? YAN SASABIHIN MO? WOW.

Eh last time lang, sinabi niya saken na MASAYA NA DAW SHA. Pssshhh. Lame. Lame. Lame!!

eto pa - "Anja. I love you. Sorry."

OH SURE! WOOO. If I know, KAYA KA NAGWWORRY NGAYON SA MGA STAT MO, KASI ALAM NA. ALAM NA BA'T KA NAGWWORRY. SIGURO KASE, MAY NANGYARE. tas.. ALAM NA. TAS, NAGWWORRY KAYO. Hindi kasi kayo sure kung... HAH. I know him very well. :))))

Oh, nalalaman ko parin mga stat niya because of my sisters. Hahah. But whatever. :)

So `yun. Tangina. Waste of time nalang `to, e. Anu pa ba mapupuntahan ng pag memessage-an na `to?!? Suuuusss!! WALA. Paulit ulit mo lang ako sasabihan ng mga salita mong, sinasabi mo lang pero di mo lam san mo nakukuha. Parang, kung anu lang maisip mo, sasabihin mo. TRY MO MAG ISIP AT ISIPIN MUNA KUNG SINCERE MGA SINASABI MO. Di yung salita nang salita na DI GINAGAMITAN NG UTAK.

Mapagod ka makipag gaguhan. Try mo seryosohin mga bagay sometimes. USO NAMAN YUN, DIBA?!?

Sabi pa niya, nasasaktan daw sha, di daw niya kelangan ipakita pa.
EH ULUL. NASASAKTAN KA?!?! HA? DI KELANGAN IPAKITA? SO YANG KASIYAHAN MO FAKE LANG? EH KUNG MAGPKA TOTOO KA NALANG SIMULA PA NUNG UNA, E. Tanga. Leche. WOW. NASASAKTAN KA NGA. SAYA MO SA GIRLFRIEND MO AGAD, AH. WOW. ANG BILIS. WOW. Tanginamo big time.

Puro kagaguhan lang mga salita. Ka BV.

OKAAAAYYY. Kapagod mag- rant! But it helps. :)

Sorry ulit.. dahil sa language and everything. :)

I wanna blog about a lot of things. But you might get tired reading my posts. Ang hahaba, e.
So okay, til next time. ;)

oh, wait.

RIP MICHAEL JACKSON

Bigla akong affected. :( I don`t know why. Oh well. May he rest in peace.

Heyhihello! I`m really bored. I really can`t think of anything else to do. So, I`ll just blog.

I asked mom to drop me off at Barnes & Noble earlier since my sisters have work. I`m so tired of just staying here at home doing NOTHING. I`m so not loving this BUM life of mine. :(

Daily routine: wake up. turn on the laptop. Facebook. Twitter. Plurk. Multiply. Y!M. eat whenever I want to. shower. online again. sleep.

Fuccckkkk. I hate this. When will I get a job? Fuck that student permit shit. Gaaadddd. Why do they still have to require that kasi if you`re under 18? Taeeeee. Hello, 17 na koo. Antagaaaal. I wanna be 21 already. Since yun ang legal age dito. Haha. Haaaayyyy. Kaaayyy.

Na-b-BV ako almost everyday, e. Tae napaka lifeless ko. Ayoko ng ganitoooo.
Super miss ko life sa Philippines!!!!! I wanna go back there BADLYYY. :(
I miss my friends. I miss Greenhills, Shang, OB, Plato, whatever. Bastaaaa. Gusto ko bumalik dun, swear. Miss ko yung chill times lang. Mga tamang tambay. Inuman at basagan moments. Tangina. Haayy!!! Ibang iba lifestyle ko dun. Lol. Pero seryosooooo.

Ohwell. Siguro lang kasi di pa ko mashado sanay dito, and I don`t have friendS yet. Ngayon lang `to. Pero STIIILL. Tangina. Ohwell. Adjust, adjust.
Tas leche, September pa school. Grrr. Antagaaaaal. Haaaayy. BV. BV. BV. Di na ko natutuwa sa ganitong life. PLEASE GIVE ME ONEEEE.

FML.

So yun nga. I was at Barnes & Noble earlier. Quality time alone. Haha.
Caramel Macchiato + Oatmeal Raisin Cookie + iPOD + book + journal - boyfriend. Lol.

Read read ng book. Perooo di ko parin natapos. Mas nagwrite ako sa journal, ok ba yun? :))
Nagwrite about sa aking motherfucking lovelife. TANGINA. Sawa na ko sa love, hurt, ekek. PANO BA IWASAN YUN? ANG HIRAP, EH!!

My journal`s filled with ANGER. Hahahah. Shempre, puro ka- bullshitan niya nakalagay dun.

I hate him. I really wanna give him HELL. Lam mo yung ganun. FUCK. HE`S SO FUCKING LAME. Tangina. I am still UPSET/ DISAPPOINTED/ MAD/ FURIOUS about EVERYTHING. Oh fuck I HATE HIM.

Eh kung sana pag HATE, HATE TALAGA ANG MEANING! KUNG PWEDE LANG TANGGALIN NG KUMPLETO ANG LOVE AGAD!! Kkkk. Mahirap explain.

WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE HELL. WHY. WHY. WHY. WHY.

K. DEFINE HURT PAREN. AKO PARIN YUN. HANGGANG KELAN BA `TO?!?!?!

Tigilan na ang katangahan na `to. Haha. :D

Wait wait.

*thanks to holybitchin(.multiply.com) - she PM`ed this one to me after I posted my previous post! :)

Read, read, read! :)

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Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one.
The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check your cellphone the next morning and be disappointed.
The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened.
Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, "I only want to be your friend", one day, then listened to him say that he loves and misses you, and the next when he doesn't want to be anything at all.
Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change.


We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, got crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him even for a while.
We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again.
We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time.
And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us.


Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again.
We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us.
We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.


Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest everything, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else.
We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again.

This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if".

This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, and cried during the entire conversation.
The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us.
When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it.
This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.

This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were going too fast, I'm just not ready." or maybe, "You're just not the one for me." (Then maybe later on find out he has a damn girlfriend already.)


Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt.
The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.
This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so."
The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, their beds, and their dreams again.

We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us when ever he got the chance, one that would really care about us.
We just wanted the one that we loved like that.
Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave one thought about them.
Here's for the time that he took to waste, breaking your heart ... again.

This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears,
and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment.
Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better.
This is for those confusing days, when you miss him,and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.

Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass,sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt all over again.

Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that.
When your song comes on the radio, turn the station.
When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off.
When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door.

Think of all the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the HELL he was.
Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.

One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry.
You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did to that guy that you always ran back to, but you will.


It's gonna hurt like hell, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal.
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yezzurrrr. Agree, agree? =))))
*ang sipag ko ba mag format ng texts? HAHA.

Hi, guyys. This would be a long post. Tamarin na ang tamarin. =))

Okaay. Wala ako magawa ngayon. Pero as usual, ampanget parin ng feeling. Currently feeling.. HATRED? ANGER? Allow me to express. Ugghh. Swear mas masarap kasi feeling iblog yun mga ganitong stuff. Alamuyun. Basta ganon. Para man lang, mailabas ko lahat.

Sooo. Where should I start? Hmmm. Teka. Tagalog nalang, ah. Mas madali mag express ng sarili sa sariling language. Hahaha.

Parang nakagawa na ko ng parang ganitong entry sa multi. Yung entry na, "CYCLE. CYCLE LANG BA TALAGA?" Haha. and yessss. Tama. CYCLE NGA LANG. :) Tangina lang, eh noh?

AAAHHH. Nakakainis. Parang, bakit ganun? Ikaw na nga gumagawa ng lahat para mag work, ikaw na nag eeffort, ikaw naghihirap, ikaw nagmumukhang tanga na, tapos ikaw pa magagago ulet?? Ughhh. Ba't ganon?!

Parang, helloooo. Hindi mo ba naappreciate lahat ng ginawa ko? Duuudeee. I was single for a YEAR. Oo talaga, I admit, nung time na single ako nun, shempre hindi naman mawawala mga lalaki sa paligid. Haha. Entertain? Sige, go. Paligaw? Ok lang. Pero ewan, wala naman nanligaw saken ng derechuhan nun. Pakiramdaman lang. May nakaka-thing, pero gets. NAGKAKAGUSTO AKO SA IBA NUN MGA TIME NA YUN. Pero gets, di ko naman maiwasan di maisip yun past. :)) SA DULO, SAKANYA PARIN BAGSAK KO. Hindi kasi ako ganun kadali maka-let go ng mga bagay bagay.

Pag mahal ko, SOBRA. Sobra kung i-love. Kung masaktan ako, sobra rin. Extremes 'to. AT MINSAN LANG RIN. Swerte mo nalang kung minahal kita. Haha. Ehem.

SO, JULY 2007- AUG2008:

Ay ayun. Kaya pala nawala ulit kami nung January 2008, bigla bigla nalang yun.
JANUARY 1- birthday ko. Nag happy birthday and i love you sha nun. Hindi kame nun. tas sabi niya, he`ll make up to me after ng lahat. Blablah.
then, JANUARY 2, okay naman, bigla nalang sha NAWALA ULET. :) o eh kamusta naman yon?!

Perooo. shempre super want ko parin ng love niya. Naghabol nanaman ako. last sha nagsabi ng ILOVEYOU saken, JAN28,2008. Haayyuuun.

super naghabol ako. Next na narinig yung ILOVEYOU na galing sakanya after January28 wasss.. nung month na ng MAY. AWTZ. Aray.
Ang sipag ko ba kumarir? Hahaha.

Anyhooo.


So yun nga. Sa isang year na pagka single ko, malamang magpapakasaya ko! Duh. Ayoko namang ikaw lang nagsasaya. Gusto ko, ako rin! Haha.
Pero shet, SHET. ALAM MO YUNG PINAGDAANAN KO. PARA MAKUHA KA ULET. tanginang yan. PARA MABALIK KO NUN SA DATI. Duuudeee. Walang month ng 2008 na hindi kita tnxt. WALANG MONTH NA LUMAMPAS NA HINDI AKO NAG GM PARA MAGPAPANSIN. HAHAHA. Okaay. Para lang makakuha ng way para makipag communicate ulet sakanya. KASI, I WANTED HIM BACK. BADLY. Haha. Ok.
Kahit nung buong time na yon, ilang beses ako PINUSH AWAY. GAAADD.

I rememberrr, sa super naghahabol ako, I asked him to meet up with me sa GH. I WAITED FOR 3HOURS. ALONE. Helloooo. Kasi naman, nandun pa daw kasi barkada niya. Parang, ok, sige, magwait nalang ako. MARTYR MUCH? Haha! :)
Pero yun. nag muni muni nalang ako. Umiiyak. Mag isa. sa gh. SHET. ANUNG ITCHURA KO NUN. KAHIHIYAN!! =)) (may time pa na may lumapit saking lasallista, tinatanong bt ako sad. hahahah!)
Pero ayun. Pinuntahan na nya ko after 3hours. Usap usap.

Tas yun. napala ko lang sakanya, masaya daw shang single. Mas mahal daw niya barkada niya. Wala daw ako mapapala sakanya. AWTZ! Shempre, ako, umiyak lang. LOL. Iyaking bata. Edi ayooon.

Perooo. Hindi ko parin sha tinigilan. HAHAHA SHET. Ilang beses na ko pinagtabuyan, eh, alam ko namang AYAW NA AYAW NA NIYA SAKIN NUN. As in, inask ko sha nun kung wala nang love and everything, "ATA" nakuha kong sagot. Pero still, dahil super love ko, nagpakatanga ako. Gumawa talaga ako ng way para bumalik sa dati. :) hahaha ang kulet ko lang. Tapossss..

Wala. Every month rin naman, nagkakaron kame ng "thing". Temporary shit. Yun tipong, ang saya saya ko na shet!!! Tapos. Sha naman ulit mawawala. Nangiiwan sa ere. Lam niyo yung ganun? Yung, ang saya mo na, kasi ayan na, feeling mo babalik na! Tas biglang, the next day or whatev, wala nanaman. As in parang walang nangyare, basta basta ka nalang iiwan. SAYO LANG SHA KUNG KELAN KA LANG NIYA FEEL. PERO PAG AYAW NIYA, BOOM, BAHALA KA NA JAN. Tipong ganun.

Yuun. Nakakaewan lang pag naiisip ko lahat ng ka martyr-an ko nun. Sinaktan na ko both emotionally at physically, pero hindi ko parin tinigilan. Sha na yung may kasalanan, ako makikipagbreak kasi napapagod na sa lahat, in the end ako naghahabol ulet. Sha pa may gana magmatigas. Hahaha. Taena. Kalokohan.

Pero yun nga. Kinarir ko, e. Di ko tinigilan. Talagang hinintay ko yun time na magkabalikan kame. HAHA. YUN. AGAIN. Nagkabalikan kame. Wagi ako. ULOL. :)) Ewan ko.
Nung time lang na yon (AUGUST 2008), shempre feel ko WORTH IT YUNG PAGHIHINTAY AT PAGHAHABOL KO. LOLLL. :))

edi yun. tangina ang tanga ko shet. Edi yun nga! Yun na yung time na nagpopost ako ng photos namen dito sa multi. Yung mga bagong pics namen. Hahaha.
Edi shempre ang saya ko kasi bumalik sa dati. GRABE LANG. DI KO MAEXPLAIN HAPPINESS KO NUNG NAGING KAME ULET. AS IN, WHOA. Hahaha. Nung naging kame, nag stop ako pumarty, di na nag eentertain ng boys gaano, concentrate sakanya, sha lagi kasama ko lumabas, after classes pinupuntahan niya ko. alam m yun. ANG SAYA KO LANG NUNG TIME NA YUN. SUPER.. OK. Halata bang love ko? :))
bv na bv ako nung nalaman kong paalis na kame. TANGINA. Ok naman yung every night ako umiiyak at wla akong kibo sa bahay nun kasi ako kontra sa pag alis namen. :))

Nagaaway kame and stuff. Pero, naaayos. Pride? Wala yan. Tanggalan ng pride yan, para lang maayos kinginang yan. O tapos yun.

ETO NA YUNG PART NA GALIT NA KO. LOL.

Fast forward. NANDITO NA KO SA STATES.
Ayuun. Basta may time nga na ano. Maayos kame.
Nag aaway. Madalas pag awayan - EFFORT SHIT. Yan naman lagi, e.
Sinong hindi mapapagod. Ako na nag eeffort sa lahat. Para makausap. Para makipag communicate. Yun tipong ginagawa ko na lahat para ma-work out lang.

Eh sha? ok. Hindi naman ako nadadaan sa puro IMISSYOU lang. Shempre gusto ko alam ko naman ginagawa niya at pinagkakaabalahan. Anuba naman. EH WALA. WALA AKONG ALAM.
Edi yun. WALA NAMAN AKO MAGAWA. KASI, OK, TANGGAPIN KO NALANG, BARKADA TALAGA UUNAHIN. Ok naman yun. Acceptance. Tangina. =))

Napagod ako. As in. Annuubuuhhh, sino ba hindi mapapagod kung ikaw lang gagalaw dba?? (parang may double meaning? lol. joke.).
Edi yun.. Haayyy. Edi parang. Inexpect ko naman, gagawa sha ng effort. PARA MAAYOS ULIT KAME. KUNG GUSTO NIYA TALAGA 'TO, GAGAWA SHA NG PARAAN PARA MAGWORK. Gets? Pero HINDE.
Ntanggap ko lang from him.. "FINE. TAPOS NA 'TO. "

WTF?!??! So ganun lang?! Edi parang. Tangina wala na ko magawa. Gulong gulo na ko. Naisip ko, ilang months palang ako dito, ganyan na. E ewan. Di ko lam anu talaga gusto niya. Fuckk lang. Tangena.

Tas sha, mga sinasabi nalang niya, AKO LANG DAW NAMAN. AS IN AKO LANG. FOREVER. HINDI DAW SHA MAGKAKARON NG IBA. KAHIT KELAN. HINTAYIN KO LANG DAW SHA..
TANGINA PALA, E! PURO KA-BULLSHIT-AN.

Pero as usual, NANIWALA AKO. HAHAHAHA. TANGINA EVER. Kasi, naisip ko, sabagay, kaya ko naman kahit wala kame pero malayo, naisip ko, baka sha rin in the end.. baka SOMEDAY, KAMI PARIN. SO OKAY.
AKALA KO OK KAME. AS IN, FRIENDS. NA, LOVERS? LOL. BASTA, GETS NIYO BA? HIRAP KASI i-EXPLAIN.

Yun. So MAY3. The ff. day.
May nasense akong something.. May.. girl or whatev. I took his quiz. Yung How Well Do You Know Me shit. tnake ko.
May questions sha, na parang, inaask kung sino daw QUEEN niya and shit. Parang ako, wtf?

in-im ko sha. Nagtanong ako. Kung sino ba yun? Anu nya? BESTFRIEND daw niya. Daheelll. Bakit nung kame NEVER ko nakilala yun? NEVER niya namention?? Tangina lang.
as usual. mga replies niya, "EWAN." "OK". O POTA. bwisit.

eto pa, may nakalagay pa dun na ginagawa niya tuwing gabi kausap niya yun babae. HELLO! NUNG NASA PILIPINAS AKO, ISANG BESES MO LANG AKO TINAWAGAN!!! I'm not kidding about this. puro text at kita lang. tas tutulugan ako ng bandang 11pm. eh ngayon, wow sumisleepless ka na ng bonggang bongga. WOW!

THE NEXT DAY.
Hindi parin ako natahimik. GUSTO KO MALAMAN LAHAT. PINAGKAKAABALAH NIYA.
Ok naman. Nakita ko lang multiply niya, eh nkakasama na pala niya yung babae niya. ANG GREAT DIBA?

When I im-ed him, display image niya sa YM yung SOLO PIC NUNG BABAE. "It takes time to love" your face!
Parang ok. Anu nalang 'to? Bastusan??
Duuudeee. After ng mga sinabi mo saken, ganyan nalang??

ANUBA. SINONG HINDI MAGAGALIT? SINONG HINDI TATAAS ANG BP SA GANITO?? GOD! How could you lang. :)) TSONG. WALA PANG 1WEEK. KUHA MO YUN??

FUCK LANG. Irarason mo saken, "bago ko ba ? kami na ba? ha?" eh kinginang yan!
OK. NALOKO LANG NAMAN AKO. You are so fucking lame.

OO GRABE HINDI MO BAGO, WALA NGA KAYONG KA PICTURE PICTURE, E DIBA. WALA TALAGA KAYONG KA PICTURE PICTURE SA MULTI MO AT FB :D WTF LANG. Tangina lang. OKaaay.

NAKAKA MAJOR GAGO LANG. PROMISE.

Bastusan, e. I SHOULD'VE KNOWN BETTER. GRABE. OO. Nagsisisi ako. Na bumalik pa sa dati. Swear. Dapat nakinig ako sa mga tao. na hindi sha worth it.. Naulit lang naman lahat, ehh..

Parang, basta basta mo nalang bibitawan? WALA LANG BA SAYO ANG 3YEARS?? hindi mo ba naappreciate lahat ng ginawa ko? lahat ng pinagdaanan ko para bumalik sa ayos?? Ughhh.
Kung alam ko lang magiging ganito... ewan.

Anu ba kasi kinailangan lang saken? Ako ba, minahal mo talaga? O may pangangailangan ka lang? Ayoko ng mga excuse na, lalaki ako blabla i have my needs. Haha tanginang yan. E kung mahal mo naman ako KAKAYANIN MO TUMAGAL KAHIT MALAYO! MKAKAYA MO NAMAN MAGHINTAY KUNG TALAGANG TOTOO KA SAKEN. Anuba naman yan. Ang hina mo.

Ok. yung masakit lang na part, yung, BASTA BASTA NALANG BIBITAWAN YUNG 3 TAON NA YUN. GANUN LANG BA KADALI YUN? WALA BA TAYONG PINAGSAMAHAN?!? Sa mga surveys/quizzes mo sa FB, PARANG WALANG NANGYARI SATIN. I MEAN, YUNG MGA PINAGDAANAN AND SHIT.
TSONG. NAGKA GIRLFRIEND KANG TAO. NAGKA GIRLFRIEND KA NG 1YR AT HININTAY KA NG 1YR AT NAKABALIKAN MO! WALA LANG BA TALAGA??

Ok. Galit ba ko? =)) Andami ko pa gusto sabihin. Pero ewan.
Iniisip ko nalang...

17 palang ako. Nasa states ako. Nandito future ko. Haha. MAKAKAHANAP AKO NG BETTER.
FUCK. He's so not worth it. Right? Makakakuha ako ng mas may direksyon ang buhay. Yung alam kung pano ako tratuhin ng tama. Rooiiigghht??

OK. YUNG IBA, BAKA ISIPIN, ANG IMMATURE NAMAN NITO. KELANGAN PA NIYA PAGLANTARAN SA MUNDO. HAHAH. Sorry. Hindi sa pagka immature-an. Yung feeling lang na ma-express ko sarili ko.
MULTIPLY KO TO. BLOG KO TO. Walang pakielamanan. Sari sarili tayo ng feelings. I had to blog. Hahahah.

Ohwell. KAYA KO 'TO. :) Haha. Ngayon lang ako nagagalit kasi FRESH PA.
Haha. Parang sige. IKAW. OO. MASAYA KA NA JAN. MASAYA KA NASA BAGO MO. WALA AKONG MAGAGAWA KUNG GANYAN KA KA-BILIS. Ganyan ka, e.
Sana lang maging happy ka.. Basta ito. I LOVED YOU SO MUCH. TOO MUCH. ALAM NAMAN NG LAHAT YAN. EH HELLO, ILANG BESES NGA KO NAGPAKATANGA, E. E hindi mo naman kaya i-reciprocate at iappreciate. So, go lang. Hindi ka lang makakahanap ng taong katulad ko. yung mamahalin ka nang sobra. Pagsisisihan m 'to. Someday. :) GOODLUCK NALANG SA LIFE MO JAN. Magka direction sana.

Pero, ok lang. Maging thankful nalang rin ako. Kasi, naexperience ko mga ganito. Atleast, mas magiging strong ako.
I'VE LEARNED MY LESSON. FINALLY. PROMISE. TOTOO NA 'TO.
NO TURNING BACK.

Sabi nga sakin ni God, kailangan ko na magtake ng irreversible step. HAHA. SA FB KO NAKUHA. =)) (try niyo yung GOD WANTS YOU TO KNOW.... HAHHAHH)
MOVE FORWARD NA. LOL. :)) AYUN.

So, thanks rin. Dami ko rin naexperience sa lahat ng gntong stuff. Umm. I've had enough.
I expected too much lang talaga. Oh well.

and I knoooww. that I'm gonna be happy. Hahaha. I deserve better. and he doesn't deserve ANYTHING FROM ME ANYMORE. Lol. Hahaha.

MOVE ON. LET GO. GET OVER. WHATEV! I just want him out of my system. Lol. :)) para even. Kasi tanggal na ko AGAD sa systema niya. Hahah. Pota. EWAN.

MANHATER MUNA KO NGAYON. =)) MAMBABABAE NALANG AKO! HAHAHAHAHAH. pero may mga babae ring gago, e!! so mas maganda, WALA NALANG, diba? :)) pro dko kaya yun. lol. joke. :)) basta! ayoko na muna sa mga lalaking ganyan. Shit yan.

Anuba. :)) ayun. Pota. Anhaba. Sorry.
Gusto ko lang mag express. :D
yun lang.

CAN YOU GUYS FEEL MEEE?! MAY RIGHT NAMAN AKONG MAGING GANITO DIBA?!?!
ANDD DON`T WORRY. NGAYON LANG `TO. LILIPAS DIN TO.
AT DADATING YUN TIME NA PAGTATAWANAN KO NALANG `TO. HAHAHA. GANUN NAMAN ANG LIFE. =))

I LOVED YOU SO MUCH. BUT YOU JUST TOOK EVERYTHING FOR GRANTED. :) OHHWELL. LIFE MUST GO ON. haha!
BE STRONG. :p

"That just ain`t for me because FINALLY, I know I DESERVE BETTER AFTER ALL. I`ll never let another teardrop fall. :)"

"I know about being depressed by needing someone to love. I also know by standing up and saying ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. :) & LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO DWELL ON ALL THAT'S WRONG. I'm feeling better today. MUCH BETTER. :)"

yezziiir! KBYE. :)

GRABBED FROM A FRIEND.

NO TO CHEATING!! :p

STICK TO ONE. Masarap makilala as stick to one, try niyo maging, one of the best compliments ever!

Kapag ikaw, may pagtingin ka pa sa ex mo, wag ka munang magpaka-attach sa panibago. Automatic REBOUND ang bago mo! Utang na loob! :)) Alam mo yung 3-month rule? USO YUN! Sa 3 months na yun try mong maging SINGLE.. Yung as in wala ka munang kiber sa kahit na sinong opposite sex, may commitment man o wala basta putangina 3-month rule sabi eh!

Okay sabihin na nating wala ka nang pagtingin, pero gusto mo pang pagtripan, papampam ka, tantanan mo na siya lalo na kung ikaw naman ang dahilan ng break up ninyo. Tapos may bago ka na, o kaya may bago na siya, basta nagmmove on na ang isa. Spell the word H-I-Y-A!

BEST FRIEND. BES. BEST. BESZ. BEZ. BESH. PUTANGINA WHATEVER YOU CALL IT. There's no such thing as best friend. Oh walang kokontra, applicable lang naman to sa mga taong alam na ngang may malisya sa kanilang sariling so-called best friend ayaw pang aminin kahit mismo sa sarili nila. Apir tayo kung may kilala kang ganito ang sitwasyon! Ganito kasi yan, si girl at si boy may sari-sarili silang jowa, pareho silang committed kaya dinadaan nila sa BES SHIT para hindi halata. Hainako ang dami kong kilalang ganito! :)) Kung alam niyo lang, yung mga jowa niyo maytinatagong selos sa mga bes niyo! HAHAHAHA. Hindi sila tanga, nakakaramdam sila. DUH.

Hmmm, what else. Sige iba pang sitwasyon, maraming mukha ang cheating eh! KABIT. Magpapakakabit ka habang favorite mo ang kantang Kabit ni Gloc-9 ganun ba? Haha! Wag kanang kumabit sa may commitment na, kahit na sabihin mong gusto rin niya, eh kabit ka nga lang eh.Panira ka lang. Kayo namang mga adik, wag na kayong magkaroon ng kabit, para naman kayong walang girlfriend/boyfriend na tao eh!

SAMANTALAHIN ANG BAWAT PAGKAKATAON. GRAB EVERY OPPORTUNITY. Hay nako marami din akong alam na ganitong kwento ng buhay! Pareho silang committed, kaya naman kapag may pagkakataon silang makawala sa mga jowa nila, magkikita at magkikita yang dalawang yan tapos magdedate, magmomoment, magffeeling magjowa, and all that. Pwede ring isa lang ang committed sa kanila, basta bawat pagkakataon di nila palalampasin yan pramis! :))

INUMAN. "Bhe, lasing lang ako." FUCK YOU! Isa pa, FUCK YOU! :)) Ieexplain ko pa ba to? Sige sige. In my YEARS of drinking alcohol, I've tried many kinds of alcoholic beverages. DUDE, kahit may amats ka alam ko at alam mong imposible na 0% ang awareness mo sa pinaggagagawa mo. There's still something inside of you na alam na mali ang gagawin mo pero dahil psychologically speaking, iniisip mong nakainom ka, kaya GO KA LANG! In the first place, hindi ka rin dapat nakikipag-inuman sa kung kani-kanino lalo sa mga HOT. Or else gusto mong patayin sa nerbyos at pag-aalala ang jowa mo.

Para sa mga lalaki, "Lalaki ako, I have my needs!". LINTEK KA, hindi girlfriend ang kailangan mo. SEX is one of the biggest aspects in cheating. Oh well, pwede rin pala sa mga babae ito. Ganun na ang henerasyon natin ngayon.

LIWALIW. You're just having fun, when the cat is away, the mouse will play. Mahal mo siya kapag nandyan siya, kapag hindi mo siya kasama automatic single ka. Parang ayaw mong palampasin lahat nang isda sa dagat.

EXTRA SIM. 2ND YM ID. ETC. ETC. ETC. Cheater ka kapag meron kang medium of communication na tinatago mo sa jowa mo. Oh ano? Ganun ka ka-desperate na makausap kung sino man yung kinakausap mo nang patago? HAHAHA. Aminin natin yan may mga gumagawa nito. :))

EMPTY INBOX. NO SENT ITEMS. MARK ALL, DELETE. MARK, DELETE. Lahat man o pili lang na messages, bago ka makipagkita kay jowa dinidelete mo na ang mga mushy bullshit sweet nothings niyo ng "iba" mo. Hainako halata parin yan noh! Marami nang nagbreak or nagworld war 3 dahil sa cellphone! HAHAHA! Kasi naman, kung magbubura kayo, siguraduhin ninyong simot, minsan may natitira eh! Hahaha! Cheater kana nga lang di mo pa galingan diba! HAHAHA! (Sabay bigay ng advice na wag magpahuli eh noh!)

Nauubusan nako, sa dami ng tumatakbo sa isip ko kanina parang I can't put them into words. Kahit medyo barubal pagkakasaad ko ng mga dakilang halimbawa, alam kong getching na getching niyo yan! AH BASTA..

NO TO CHEATING!

Good afternoon, guysss. We're here at Genesis Healthcare where my mom works. Kanina pa kame nandito ni Ate Neve. Online lang. Ayun. Ate Arianne's at home. sick. awww. Wawa naman memench. So kami lang nandito. :)
But I think we'll pick her up later kasi we'll be having dinner at mom's place. So there. Walalang. Sharing.

Oh wait. READ THIS :) :

GOT THIS FROM GHEE'S BLOG. :) AND SHE GOT IT FROM TERE.
PA-GRAB LANG. thanks. :D
NAKAKAALIW, EH, SERYOSO. =))

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SAPUL DAW MGA LALAKI DITO! AWWTTZZZ. :))

Kapag ngumiti ka na ng konti,
nag-ayos ng konti pagkakamalan ka nang malandi.
Hindi pangseryosohang relasyon.

Marinig lang nila na malakas kang mag-salita,
palengkera ka na.
T.O. kagad sa kanila iyon.

Mahilig silang tumingin sa mga babaeng sexy manamit,
kulang nalang makita na kaluluwa.
Pero kapag babaeng seryosohin at gustong ligawan
dapat disente,
dapat mala-anghel ang mukha,
dapat mukhang inosente.
Tapos kami pa raw ang mahilig mamili?
Parang baliktad yata?

Ok, ayan nanliligaw na si lalake.

Dapat pakipot ka para suyuin ka, para habulin ka pa lalo.
Kapag hindi ka naman nagpakipot.. "easy to get" naman ang tingin sa iyo.
Hindi ka na seseryosohin.
Teka! Sino bang may sabing magpaalila kayo,
di naman namin hawak ang buhay niyo.

Natural lang na magtiis kayo, may gusto kayo sa amin eh.
Kapag nakuha niyo na iyon wala na lahat ng mga paghihirap niyo,
babaliktad na ang sitwasyon kami naman ang mamromroblema.
Para lang kayong may gustong bilhin na bagay.
Upang mabili ito kailangan munang magsakripisyo, magtipid, magtiis.
Pag nabili na at mapagsawaan wala na, balewala na. Diyan ka na sa tabi-tabi.

"Tawagan nalang kita pag trip ko o kaya'y pag may gusto akong ipagawa sa iyo"

Ano pa ba? E di sinagot mo na diba. Utang na loob pa natin yun.
Dahil naghirap daw sila sa panliligaw dapat masuklian natin iyon ng higit pa.
Sa umpisa kailangan malambing ka, maayos at laging magsisilbi sa kanya.
Ayaw daw nilang humawak ng relasyon, pero kapag ikaw naman ang nagmando,
aba! masasakal naman.

Sasabihin pa sa iyo:
"demanding ka."

Meron ka pang maririnig na:
"I think we need space.",

..........at kung anu-ano pang ek-ek.

Sino rin may sabing di dapat kami magpakabait,
maging devoted at faithful?

Kapag kami ang sumaway niyang mga iyan, iba na ang tingin sa amin.
Malandi na kami, haliparot, pakawala, makikay at kung anu-ano pang mga
bansag ang itatawag sa amin.

Kapag kayo gumawa noon, ok lang.
Lalake kayo eh, macho kayo pag ginawa niyo yon.
Kaya kami, walang magawa. Magpapakaburo at magpapakamadre nalang.

Kapag nagloko na kayo ano pa bang magagawa namin?
Eh di iiyak nalang. Wala namang ibang magagawa eh.

Tungkol naman sa tinatawag niyong pagdedemand namin.

Hindi kami nagdedemand! Karapatan lang namin iyon.
Karapatan namin na lambingin niyo kami, icheck at ipakita sa amin na mahal niyo kami.

Hindi rin ibig sabihin na mas sincere kayo sa amin.

Seryoso rin naman kami ah. At ang maturity wala yan sa edad.
Mas maaga nga kaming magmature sa inyo.
Ang isang 19 year old na lalake eh, isip 15 pa yun. It follows iyan sa lahat ng age group.
Mas mataas pa kung minsan ang pagbawas ng level of maturity.
Kayo na ang mag-math!

Pati yung pag-iyak namin pinupuntirya niyo.

Kesyo drama daw. Diba kapag umiyak ka nagbuhos ka ng emosyon diyan.
Ano tingin niyo sa amin mga artista?!

Alam niyo iyon? Yun bang kulang nalang ay lumuha ka na ng dugo,
pero hindi ka pa rin papansinin.
Sasabihan ka pang tigilan na ang pagdradrama.
Hindi nila kami maiintindihan kapag nagseselos kami.

Bakit naman kami magseselos kung wala kaming nakikita?
Mas iba kaming magmahal. Mas masarap..


Kapag natapos na ang lambingan,
eh di siyempre iwanan blues na.
Kami pa raw ang nagsawa, kami pa raw ang nagtritrip lang.
Sino ba ang lumalayas kapag may nakita nang bago,
sino ba ang mayabang,
sino ba ang nagmamalaki?
Kami ba? Kami ang walang choice...

Kasi ang babae pag sinabing "break na tayo.."
Lambingin lang iyan ng konti balikan blues na iyan.
Kapag ang lalake ang umayaw, pucha, bahala ka diyan.
Kahit mag-tambling ka pa sa harap niya. Wa-epek.
Umiyak ka ng bato.Wa-epek.
Tsk, tsk, tsk. Tapos sila pa raw ang kawawa?

Post-break up.

Mahal pa ng babae si lalaki.
Sasamantalahin ni lalaki. Magpapagawa ng kung anu-ano.

Naaalala ka lang kapag may kailangan sa iyo.


Kapag pumangit ka after the break up, magpapasalamat sila na iniwan ka nila.
Kapag gumanda ka naman, ipagkakalat nila sa buong sangkatauhan na naging girlfriend ka niya.
Sala sa init sala sa lamig talaga.


Ano ba namang buhay to?

Ang hirap ding maging babae ano. Kala nila laging sila nalang.

Lagi rin kaming naiiwan sa ere.



PUTANGINA SAKLAP DIBA?


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PERO, SAPUL DIN DAW MGA BABAE DITO! :))

*I don't really agree with everything in this part. :))




*gabe. usapang lalake*
*sindi ng yosi*
*hithit*
*buga*

Musta na, pare?
Ako, okay lang.
Eto. Nagmumuni-muni. Nag-iisip.
Minsan talaga may mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan.
Ewan ko ba.

*hinga ng malalim*

Bakit ba ganun pare,ilang beses ko na pinag-aralan pero lagi na lang lumalabas na parang kahit ‘sang anggulo mo tingnan,
hindi nagiging patas para sa mga lalake ang ilang bagay pagdating sa pagmamahal.

*tingin sa stars*

Minsan naiisip ko, alam kaya ng mga babae ang hirap ng lalake
na gumawa ng first move para magtapat ng pagmamahal?
E yung hirap na dinadaanan sa panliligaw at pagsuyo sa mahal nya?
Ang feeling ng masaktan pag nabasted?
Malamang-lamang siguro, hindi ano.
Wala naman yata silang alam sa mga paghihirap naten e.

Ang alam lang ata nila e
mamili, manakit, at magsaya.
Tingin mo?

*tingin sa malayo*

Lagi naman ganun. Una pa lang, lalake na ang naghihirap.
Hassle saten ang panliligaw pero bago pa yun,
kung ano pang diskarte ang gagawin naten
para masabi naten sa kanila na mahal natin sila.
Alam kaya nila yun? Mahirap magsabi na mahal mo na yung babae, diba?
Tapos liligawan pa naten.

Patutunayan na mahal nga sila.

Susuyuin..

to-the-max.

Maghahatid sa bahay, tutulungan,
sasabayan, palalamunin, pagtyatyagaan,
lahat na.

Kulang na lang e pagsilbihan mo nang
walang sahod. (Hahaha!)


At ano ang kapalit? Well, depende sa trip nila. Oo tol, sa trip lang nila.
Wala silang pake kesehodang mahal natin talaga sila.

Basta ang alam nila, pag di nila tayo trip,
isang malaking HINDE ang makukuha
naten,

kahit umiyak pa tayo ng dugo o lumuhod sa mga asing buu-buo.
Para lang silang namimili ng damit na di man lang sinusukat bago ayawan.
Kaya kahit mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal natin, sorry tayo.
Hindi nila alam kung mahal mo sila.
Kailangan mong maabot ang kanilang mga standards o uuwi ka lang na bad trip, iiling-iling, at minsan, luhaan.

Wala tayong magagawa, marami silang alibi.

“Hindi pa ‘ko ready eh..”, (nagamit ko na nga to.)
“Sorry pero I think we should just be friends..”, (eto din!!)
“Ha? Uhhmm.. nagpapatawa ka ba? Hahahaha..” (eto din!!!!)
“Better luck next time na lang muna, okay lang?”,
“Give me a decade. Pag-iisipan ko muna..”,
"Para lang kitang kapatid eh.. " (ouch.)

yaddah yaddah.

Isang malaking pagsasaklob ng langit at lupa ‘yon para saten.

*kuha ng bote ng beer*
*lagok*
*lunok*

At hindi lang ‘yon tol. Sa pre-relationship stage pa lang yon.
Pag sinagot na nila tayo, satin pa rin ang hassle.

Tayo daw ang mga lalake kaya..
tayo ang hahawak ng relasyon.
Tayo ang aayos kung may gulo;
tayo ang dapat magpapakabait;
tayo ang magtatyaga;
tayo ang magiging devoted at faithful;
tayo, tayo tayo.

Sila? Ummm… Teka, isipin ko.

Ayun.

Sila ang magsasabi kung anong oras kayo dapat magmeet;
sila ang magtetext ng mga mushy at kabalbalang texts;
sila ang magdedemand sayo ng kung anu-ano;
sila ang magbabawal;
sila ang magsasabi kung kelan ka dapat mag-shave,
kung kelan ka pwedeng tumawag sa bahay nila,
kung kelan sila di dapat bad tripin dahil meron sila,
at kung kelan ka korni.

Ewan. Ganun ata talaga.

*kuha ng bote ng beer*
*lagok*
*lunok*


Hindi pa yun tapos pare, dahil dapat tayo ang bahala kung ano ang magiging takbo ng relasyon.

Pag maganda, edi okay.
Pag may problema, kasalanan naten.
Haay buhay. Minsan talaga kung tutuusin sakit sila ng ulo.
Kaya lang mahal naten kaya di na natin iniintindi yun.

*hinga ng malalim*

Pero alam mo tol, feeling ko mas sincere pa tayo magmahal sa kanila.
Alam mo yun, iba tayo magmahal e.
Hindi lang parang laru-laro lang. Seryoso.
At kung magmahal man tayo, lubus-lubusan.

Mas mature?
Hindi yung parang pambata lang gaya nila na kesyo magseselos-selos, iiyak-iyak, iina-inarte, dadradrama, at kung anu-ano pa.
Hindi lang kababawan. Ka-mushyhan. Kababaihan. Iba tayo pag nagmahal.

*hinga ng malalim*
*tingin sa malayo ulit*

At ito pa ang pinakamasaklap.

*singhot*

Ang ending ng relasyon.
Sa mga panahong ‘to, either
sawa na sila, hindi na tayo trip,
may nahanap na silang better saten,
o kaya they need fucking space and time muna.
Bad trip no? Wala na naman tayong choice. Sila ang masusunod.

At ano pa ang kasamang hassle don?
Syempre wasak na ang imahe naten.
Tayo ang lalabas na may kasalanan.
Na playboy. Na nagpapaiyak.

*iiling*

Tayo siyempre ang mga antagonist
at sila yung mga bidang inaapi at parang mga pusang iiyak-iyak.

Ang ending:
mag-ooffer sila ng “friendship” kuno matapos tayong pagsawaan,
lahat ng gifts naten nasa kanila,
sawi tayo sa pag-ibig, “player” na ang image naten,
at higit sa lahat,
mag-iisip kung papaano ipagpapatuloy ang buhay.
Maiiwan tayong tulala, mag-iisip kung saan nagkamali, mamomroblema sa pag-aadjust sa pagiging single, at di na naman makakatulog.

Haay buhay. Ang hirap maging lalake.
Lagi ka na lang naiiwan sa ere.
Ano? Hindi ka na nagsalita? In-love ka no?

Ako, kamusta? Eto.
Yoyosi-yosi. Bubuntong-buntong hininga. Titingin-tingin sa bituin. Mumuni-muni. Lalagok ng alak

Ang mga babae talaga, oo.

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I'm back. After, almost a year? :)

I've so much to blog about. As in marami. :)))

I'll post about some stuff that happened way back in 3rd year/ last summer. Walalng. Reminisce. Okay naman na lahat ngayon, eh.

Pero di muna ko magpopost ngayon. Tinatamad pa ko and I'm still fixing some stuff pa.

Oh btw, I'm already here in New Jersey. Just arrived here last March16,2009. Hmmm. I miss my friends so much. :( Haaayyy.

It's so cold here. But we're kinda getting used to it na. Buti nga di masyado malamig today. Parang Baguio x8 lang. Haha.

Since we arrived here, wala kaming ginawa kundi kumain nang kumain. Goodluck nalang saken. Serious case na. :))) Ang saya lang magshopping dito, parang ang mura ng lahat. Haha. Masaya magshopping kung marami kang pera. :)) Pero ewan, andami na mabibili sa $50. Haha.
We really have to get a job here. Sarisariling ipon na. :)) pero sa ngayon, we can't pa. Coz we're still waiting for our Social Security Number. Kakaapply lang namen lastweek. So we have to wait for it to be able to work.. Ayuuun.

Nakakainis paren isipin. I didn't make it on our graduation. :(( When we got our visas na, wala talaga kong kinakausap masyado sa bahay. :)) ako lang yata hadlang nun. Hahaha. coz i really wanna march. Huhu. Pero ayun. Wala naman magagawa kase kelangan sabay sabay kame pumunta dito. Ayun. Their graduation was nung March24. Haaayy.
Inggit much ako sa pictures nila. :(((
pati sa batch party,di rin ako nakaabot. and that was last March26. Nakakainissss. Sober Club pa naman. yun na nga lang yung time na magkakasama sama kame ulet. Huhu. Pero ohwell. I just have to get over those things. Hahaha.

Okaaayy. So I'm just here at home. Ate Neve and Ate Arianne went to the park to play Tennis or whatever.. Gusto ko mag online, e. So dito nalang ako.
We went to Target yesterday,tas I bought a volleyball, tas si Ate Arianne nagbuy ng tennis racket. Haha. Ba't ba. So that we'll have something to do pag bored na kame. Hahah. walalng.

wait wait. BRB.

AAAHHH.

DI NA KO NAKAKAPOST!

We're in Mingky's place right now. Lalng. Dito ulit kame mgsleep.

DAMI KO KWENTOOOEEEEE. pero, next time na. di kami maka internet sa bahay. Sira CPU namen. HUHUHUHU.

i`ll update as soon as our computer's gooood. : )

parang tao lang, e. haha. K THEN. BYE. :D

AAAAHHH MAY 1 BUKAS!!! eh ano naman. heheheh. kthnxbyeeeeeeee :D

Bv lagi recently. Badtrip. Iba ibang reasons. Haayy. Ohwell.

Walalang. I don't have cash anymore! Haha. My mom won't give me!! She doesn't want me to go out kasi. Fuck. Punyetang summer yan. SAYA NALANG, EH NOH?!?! TSSS. Ohwell. I have money pa naman. mga 300 nalang siguro. HAHA. Tska I don't spend that much naman whenever I go out. and I go out like almost everyday. Great noh? Haha.
I don't like to stay here at home. Kahit walang pera, aalis parin ako.. Tangina summer na summer tas ganon. Ewan. Ohwell. para kong nagrerebelde na ewan eh no. Hahaha. Di pa naman. Anyway...

Yun. Eh, I get depressed whenever I stay here at home.. I usually think of stuff lang which makes me sad.. :( So yun. I really have to chill. : )

APRIL 3 - THURSDAY
Just chilled with Kath Burgos in Shang since she was bored daw. So pinuntahan ko sha. Usap usap lang. Kagaguhan. Haha. We really had nothing to do there.. we txtd a lot of people but they were all busy. Haha. Yun. pero Paolo said that he'll treat us daw. Wee. So we went to GH. Stayed in Jesi lang with Paolo and Kath. Tnreat lang nya kami ng drinks. Haha. Then, others came na.. Sab, Brian, Hamza, Erwin and Dax.. yun. usap usap lang.

We went to Dax's condo afterwards. We watched AMERICAN PIE BETA HOUSE for the 2341235451235th time. HAHA. NAALIW, EH?=)) Gago joke lang. Sila lang. haha. Yun.

Kath Burgos had to leave na. I had nothing else to do narin naman so I came with her. Haha. Nagbonding lang kame sa place nya. Tas shit. KUNG ANUANO PINAGUSAPAN NAMEN. CENSORED. Hahaha. pucha ewan nalang. Hahahah ayoowwwn. Nakakatawa lang. HAHA. :D kung anuano lang rin pinanod namen. skating videos nya. HAHAHAH. pictures nya laughtrip. anyway.. yun.
We invited sila Nico pa. nagpaasa. di naman pumunta. That was around 2am na. I didnt want to go home. So I slept over. :D Hahahah. ganun lang yun=)) we slept at around 6am na... :))

APRIL 4- FRIDAY

Tas we just went to Shang at around 3pm.. yb. then I left her with Raf:)) iwan ko na sila para mkapagdate. mabait ako, e. haha. yun.

APRIL 8 - TUESDAY

Went to GH. Bonding with lower batch friends. Haha! Si Rob(Kenneth) lang kbatch ko dun:)) Just chilled in One Bev. Swimming sila. Kami ni Andrew yun hndi. Hahah. I was with sina Gregy, Kevin Tapia, Andrew, Karl, Pat and Marvin.. : ) tambay lang. Hahah. I was supposed to meet up with sina Dax coz I owe him one inuman session.. pero sabi ko next time nalang:))

I had to go to Shang at around 8pm coz I had this dinner thing with my family since it was Ate Arianne's birthday. : ) HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MENCH. :D

There. I had fun. hahha.

APRIL 9 - WEDNESDAY

GH AGAIN. Hahah. Bored ako, eh!! :)) Chill lang ulit sa Prome with Gregy, Andrew, Kevin Tapia, Aubrey, Marvin, Dax, Pat, Karl, and Hamza.. angkulit nun mga lower batch friends ko, e. Hahaha. ayun. fun naman sila kasama. Close na kame. HAHA!!

We got bored, so we went to Dax's condo after.. Jaemmy and Robbie followed. Andami namen amp. Libre ni dax dinner namen ni Aubrey. wuhoo. Hahaha.
Tas inom lang. K. bad influence kame sakanila. tsktsk. PERO OK LANG YUN. WAHAHA. Ayun.. gosh, they got drunk. For a while. Mukhang gago lang.. Hahah. pero ok narin sila mga 1230am. Haahaha..

watch lang kame dvds tas they left narin. Haha.. : ) I got home at around 1am..

APRIL 10 - THURSDAY
PINAKA BV NA ARAW AKO, SO FAR. I'll make kwento sa next post:))

Haaayy. Ewan. I went to Greenhills again. Araw araw ako nasa gh. haha! Anyway, I was supposed to go there lunch time pa. But i got lazy. I rode the mrt going to gh.. todo tipid na eh noh. Hahaha. I got there at around 5pm already:)) Then I met up with Jenela and Marnique.. : ) wuuuusshh I made kwentooooeeeeee. badtrip ako, e pucha.. Ayoooon. Sumaya narin ako. Hhahaha. Ewan. Nela had to leave already.

Marnique and I.. with her sister and her sister's husband.. went to Megamall for Kevin's thing. Philippine Youth. : ) haaayy. When I was inside the car, we passed by 49. ARGHHH. I SAW HIIIIIM!! (MAY KWENTO ULIT AKO ABOUT SAKANYA!! NEXT POST NA!). Yuun. Haaayy.

We had dinner at Sbarro.
Yun. then we watched this Philippine Youth thing.. Too bad, Kevin didn't win. Pero swear, he's the most goodlooking there. Haha! Youngest sha dun. Haha. So anyway. Hahahah. I remembered those times when we had a thing.. HAHAHAHAHA. AMPPP=))

I went home narin naman before 12am. Aga noh? Haha! Yuuun.
When I got home, I GOT DEPRESSED AGAIN. because of some reasons. Not because of lovelife na, pero somehow oo. Hahaha. see?! AYOKO TALAGA DITO SA BAHAYYYY!! HAAAYY.

Kwento ko nalang sa next na post ko. : ) ayuuun..
I slept at around 5am na..

Tas today, I don't know if I'm going out or something. Dapat nga tonight kame lalabas nila Nico. kaso he has work daw. Kaya tomorrow nalang.
My lower batch friends are inviting me again:)) today daw. sa one bev ulit. Hahaha. Bahala na.. :))

About boys naman? Punyeta ayoko na. Nakakapagod=)) I wanna die. Hahahah. Kidding. EWAN KO BA. BAHALA NALANG. MAGULO, EH. :)) NKAKALITO. Hahhahahajooke. Ewan, basta.

Basta shit. ppost ko sa next na update ko tungkol sa mga kbadtripan ko. At sa mga ginawa ko recently na ewan. BASTAAAA.

WAIT. HUNGRY AKO. KAIN MUNA. :D

Hindi naman ako masyado galit dun sa previous post ko noh? Haha. Sorry naman. Carried away :))

MARCH 28, 2008 - FRIDAY
I was with.... nung morning and afternoon. HAHAJOKE. Wala ko kasama nun. Imaginary friend lang :))
I went to Gh at around 7.00pm. I was already waiting for a cab at around 6.30pm na. I couldn't get one. I got bored. So I went to Shang nalang. Mukhang gago. :)) nag iikot lang. Tas I went back to our condo. Dun nalang ako nagwait.

So yun. I went to 49. Nandun daw kasi sila. Lahat sila nasa labas. AAAHHH. Kinabahan na ko. :)) Nfeel kong baka makita ko sha. Haha!! Nakita ko kasi sila Piccolo, e. Yun. They're always in 49. Dota, as usual. Pero when I got there, wala si ex nun. :)) So yun. mineet ko lang sila Kath, Dax, Kurt, Pao, Sab, Brian.. I'M HAPPY FOR KATH AND BRIAN. hahaha!! Sabi nga nila Dax at Sab, happy-go-lucky daw ako. :)) So, anyway. Pinapakwento ko lang si Kath. Ang saya kaya, kasi ok na kami, e :)) Ayun. tas boom.

Pagtingin ko sa likod. Shit. Yun na. I saw him. Haha!! Papunta palang. Sabi na makikita ko siya, e. :)) Yun. Smiles lang. We didn't talk to each other that much.. Oh well. All good, all good. :)) pero ewan. Can't explain the feeling. May something, eh. Promise. :)) ang kulit kasi nung bata dun. Yung nagbebenta ng sampaguita. Si JELLY ANNE. YEAH. :) haha! friend namen. basta group ng boys yung nandun. mga dota people. Tas kami lang ni Kath yung girl. Ayun. kinukulit nila yung girl. Sabi ni Kurt kay Jelly Anne, "yun. tawagin mo yung naka white na may black. Sabihin mo tawag ni Anja."..
Sinunod naman. Amp. :)) tangina, the feeling!!!!! HAHAHA. K. Stop na. :)) ANYWAY.. :))

tambay lang dun, pero they got bored. So we went to Zirkoh na. Nagbye muna ko. AHHHH SHIT.

Wala, ayun. Celebration kasi ng birthday ni Sab Macabago. : ) Ayun. Naaliw kami sa mga comedy bars, e. Haha. Before kasi, Punchline kame. Eh, since sa Gh lang naman, Zirkoh nalang kame. Haha. Laughtrip. :)) Thanks, KATH. SA ENTRANCE. :)) Broke na ko. Dapat talaga di ako pupunta, eh since sabi nya libre nya, edi okay. Hahaha. It was fun. Ang kulit sobra :)) Gwapo ni Kurt!=))
They danced. They sang. They.. everything. Amp. Labo. basta, saya. Hhaha.
I was with Sab, Paolo, Brian, Kath, Kurt, Dax and Erwin. tas sumunod si Lavs and Emman. La naman masyado nangyari, pero ang saya=))
I went home narin at around 2.30am.. So yun. : )

MARCH 29 AND 30, 2008 - SATURDAY AND SUNDAY
I didn't go out. WUHOOO. ACHIEVEMENT. Shit. Ganito talaga pag wala nang money. :(( PERO, okay lang. THE L WORD marathon. Hahahaha. I finished the season1 just last Saturday. Saturday rin ako nagstart. Hahaha. Once you watch it, it's hard to stop. HAHAH. Wala samin yung season 2. :(( pero alam ko na yung mangyayari dun.. so, I'm watching season3 nalang. Hahaha. I'm falling for Shane McCutcheon. Actually, kami na. Hahah. Ang hot nya kasi, eh. Guy nalang siya.. :)) Ewaaann. Basta. Hot sha. Hahah.

Sunday.. Same. I just watched The L Word, then mass lang at 6.30pm then Shang with Ate Neve. : )

MARCH 31 - MONDAY
Joyce called me at 2.30pm. Hahaha. Inistorbo ako. Haha. Joke. She asked me to go to Shang. So I did. Went there at 3pm. Met up with her and Anj..
Sinamahn ko lang si Joyce. Mom nya kase, e. Ako pa ginawang excuse. Hahajoke. Tas yun, dami namin npagkwentuhan. I missed my Penguin!! Haha. yun, when she left naman, I was just with Anj.. for like, 30minutes lang kasi she had to leave narin. So yun. I stayed there lang sa Shang til 730pm. Ate Arianne asked me to go home kasi nabinggo kami kay mommy and mama. HAHAHA.
Kaya fuck, badtrip ako paguwi. SOBRA!! Oh well. Yan tuloy, di ako nakapagdinner. Bv, eh. Tangina. yung maid kase, e!!! Hayy ewan! Basta, badtrip ako nun talaga. K naa. Stop na. : )

Ayuuun.

ALAM NIYO BA, DEPRESSED AKO. :D SHARING.
Di ko rin alam why. =/

Ate Neve and Mingky will go to Baga later. Tinatamad ako. Di na ko sama. Magbblog nalang ako later. Haha. Basta, sad ako na ewan.

LATER.

APRIL 1 NA. 1 YEAR AND 9MONTHS NA DAPAT.
kaso 1year and 4days lang, eh sorry. Hahaha. Shit. Tama na nga. Over na ko. Over na ko. =)) =)) mukhang gago lang. :))

Helloooo. K. I'm back.

Bored lang ako. Dapat pala lagi akong bored para may update. :D di ako umalis today, e. Pag umalis ako, inom nanaman. 3 consecutive days nko umiinom. pero onti lang nung tuesday. hahah. kya pause muna. Bukas na ulit. haha!

Yuuun.

Wala. I don't know where to start. Sobrang dami nang nangyari. Wuhoo. tas yung iba, bawal iblog. =)) wait.

Weee. SENIORS NA KAMI SA JUUUNEEE. Ibang uniform naa. Nakakamiss naman yung gray na uniform nun. Huhu. sige, this summer pag wala ako magawa isusuot ko yun. Hahajoke.
Walalang. Masaya 3rd year life ko. : ) kahit simula July6 onwards, SINGLE AKO. Hahaha. Grabe. Yan. Sa pagiging single, andami tuloy nangyari. :)) KAYA WALA DIREKSYON LIFE KO PAG SINGLE AKO. TINGNAN MO NGAYON. :)) joke. sige
pero basta, favorite ko 'tong schoolyear na to. Ang exciting kaya. :P haaay.
ewan, next time na yung post about sa summary ng aking pagiging Junior. update muna sa mga nangyari..

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So yun. ALL GOOD NA NGAYON. Well, yun yung tingin ko. Okay na kami ni Kathlinne. Di kami naguusap since FEB2. Morning na, e. Yung after prom. Yung thing about kay Brian So.. grabe yun. As in di talaga kami naguusap. Naging ok lang kame nung March13. BUTI NAMAN. Nakakapagod rin yung ganun. Nakakamiss rin. kasi, super close namin ni Kathlinne. Kasama ko yun almost every weekend. Mcconsider narin sha na isa sa bestfriends ko nun eh. Sayang lang mejo nawala. dahil sa thing na nangyari samin tatlo nila So. Hehe.. pero ok na kami ngayon.

Magkakasama kami kagabi. As usual, inuman sa condo ni Dax. yun. ok na nga. :P kaso mejo ngkaproblem nung gabi. Nalasing.. :)) yun. basta. hahah.. Ewan ewan. tungkol dun nanaman. pati ako nabadtrip, e.haha. Pero when Kath left, I just stayed in Prome. I was supposed to go back pa sa Tiffany Mansion.. kaso, tinamad ako. I stayed in Prome and Theater til 1230. then I went home na. Pero walalang yung nangyari. Lasing lang siya. ok na ngayon.

and I think ok narin sila. According to Brian. He txtd me earlier, e. Nakapag isip na daw sha, e. ohwell.. ok narin yun. for Kath narin. I'm happy for HER. FOR HIM narin. : ) Naghehesitate narin kasi talaga ko.. ang pangit kasi. Kaibigan ko si Kath dati pa. Lam ko naman super mahal nya si Brian. Respect narin. Mas ok na sigurong ganito. :P

Yuun.

Uminom ulit kami kela Dax nung Monday.. pero nung morning tas afternoon, Prome lang with sila Anj, Joyce, Carl, Jenela, Arvin.. tambay, nood movie. :) tas nung gabi, kasama ko sila Mar, Arvin, Dax, Brian, Hamza, Pao, Sab.. pero maaga umalis si Mar and Arvin. hehe aun.
I was supposed to meet up with Nico and others sa Freska sa Prome. kaso when I was about to go there, paalis narin sha.. Hinatid ako ni Brian hanggang Tboy.. I stayed in Starbucks, Theater Mall.. Mejo naparami ata inom ko. Hahahah. Seryoso:)) Umupo lang ako dun. Naka lean sa table. Tipsy nako, gago. Uuwi na ko dapat. kaso di ako makatayo. Hahaha. helloo mgccab lang kaya ako. :)) As in nahihilo na talaga ko, kya palipasin ko muna. MUKHANG GAGO LANG SIGURO AKO DUN.

I txtd SOMEONE.. Inask ko kung pwede nya ko samahan. yun. he went back to gh. eh nakauwi na yata sha nun. pero, yun. Sinamahan nya ko.

Tipsy ako. Di ako lasing. I still remember everything. Tang ina. Tang ina talaga. PAG NAAALALA KO, AYOKO NAAAA. NAPIPIKON AKO SA SARILI KO. Na ba't kaya ang tanga tanga ko. shit talaga. shit. shit. shit.

I went home at around 1.30am.

Pag gising ko, nagtxt ako. Walang message from the person na ineexpect ko na magttxt kasi akala ko MAGIGING OKAY NA ULIT. Pero wala. tang ina. JUST FOR THAT NIGHT?!?! GANUN LANG PALA YUN.. Kaya pala nung nasa taxi, WALA. fuck naaasar talaga kooo. BA'T SHA GANUN?!?!?! as in, alam m yun. parang walalang talaga yung mga nangyayari. feeling nya cguro lasing ako,.

Ewan. Naaasar lang talaga ko.. Sobra. Nasasaktan rin ako. puta naman, e. Hanggang kelan ba ko magiging ganito dun. Nakakapikon naaaa. LAHAT SAKANYA TEMPORARY LANG!!!! Tang ina.

KTHANKS. AYOKO NA. Stop na. baka kung anu na malagay ko..
pero seryoso, napipikon ako. sakanya.. pero MAS sa sarili ko. punyeta kasi. mga lalaki talaga!!!

ANYWAY :D
pero, ewan. masaya narin naman ako. May isang thing narin naman na mejo nagpapa-okay saken. kaso bawal ibulgar. haha. pero, ayun.. Masaya narin.. :)
pero di parin mdedeny yung fact na hanggang ngayon, si Jasper parin.. Anjan parin yung feeling. hehe.. sorry, TANGA EH.

pero may na-llike-an ako ngayon. na nkakapaghappy narin. buti nalang. Hehe.. : )

SOBRAANG DAMI kong nasasayang dahil sa hindi pagiging over sakanya. SERYOSO. MARAMI TALAGA.. NGAYON KO NA NARREALIZE. FUCK. SANA MATAUHAN NA KO. SOBRANG DAMI. SAYANG..

Magiging ok narin ako. after ko mg graduate ng college. Hahajoke. Ewan.

Okaaay. til next time. :)) SOBRANG DAMI KO PA IUUPDATE. :D HINTAYIN NYO. 1.15AM na e. tamad na ko. :))

Ang tamad tamad ko talaga magblog, mag upload, tas ewan.

Teka. try ko mag update mamaya. Dami ko kwento. Wooo!! Hahaha.

January 19 - Saturday

Umalis nanaman ako. Habang online ako, Kathlinne txtd me. Umiinom mag isa. amp. So, since wala ako lakad, I went to her condo. Around 8pm na nun. Ayun, kinatok ko sa kwarto. Then kwentu-kwentuhan. Hmm.. depressed din kasi sha nung time na yun, obvious ba. Kaya yun.
Tas tnxt din ako ni Nico nun andun na kame. Nagyayaya mag Katipunan with Andrei. Kaso sabi ko andun na ko kela Kath. So pinapunta nalang namin sila dun.

Kahit sila Brian and Sab, pumunta narin. They bought drinks. tas we stayed lang sa 20m.
Premium naman daw for a change. :) tas sila Nico nagdala lang ng mga beer nila. Habang andun kame, andun din sila Gherwin tas cousins ni Kath. Haha. love ko si Gherwin. crush ko na sha kahit gr4 palang ata sha. Hahaha. kasundo ko, e. :))
nagpaluto ako ng Yakisoba sakanila. wuhooo tas umakyat pa sha nung humingi ako ng fork. :P Hahaha. walalang.

So yun.. uhm nung time na yun, may problema sila Kath at Brian.. tas yun. bsta. Hehe..

so, yun. Uminom nalang kame.. halos ako lang umiinom at si Sab nung gin. busy kase un 2. mgkakalabuan, tas mgiging ok rin naman pala. Labo. bsta un. :))
So yun. chill nalang kame nila Nico dun..

tas dpa ubos yun drinks. wala na kameng tropicana. Haha. eh kelangan pa namen, kaya bumili pa kme ni Nico sa 7eleven. haha. parang sira ayaw mag isa. tsk naulanan pa ko. tsk haha.

normal lang. Inom lang. Kwentuhan. basta chill lang. Sabay sabay kame umuwi, pero kami ni Nico sabay sa cab. got home at around.. 2.45am?

January 20 - Sunday

dinner at Gloria Maris with my sisters and mama.. tas di ako mpakali nung time na yun. tsk kahit nung pag uwi.

about Kath and Brian.. yung thing. Haha ayoko na. Pagod na ko. Parang feeling ko ang panira ko lagi. :)) pero this time, wala na talaga kong ginawang masama. Sadyang ganun nalang talaga..

sabi ni Kathlinne naman nung gabi, di sha galit. Kaso bka magka-ilangan kame sa school kahit ayaw nyang ganun. Di daw nya ko kaya harapin and stuff.Nalungkot kaya ako dun.. pero yun, di naman daw sha galit kasi wala naman daw ako ginawang masama.. sama ng loob ng onti, meron cguro. Kaso sabi nya wla naman daw shang right magalit. Hay ohwell.. bsta yun. yoko naman ikwento lahat.
Bottomline!.. nagka-ilangan talaga kame ni Kath dahil dun.

tska hindi lang naman ako yung reason kung ba't sila nagbreak diba. nagkataon lang siguro.

ay pero kung ako pala yung main reason, 3rd time na pala yun. una, kay ano at kay ano.. kasi pumunta lang ako bahay ng friend k, eh relative nya yun. tas inend nya yung 3day relationship nila nung girl, kasi like daw nya ko. hahaha, pero wala ko ginawang masama nun promise.. tas yung 2nd, ayoko na maalala. :)) kasi alam kong may nagawa kong masama nung time na 'to. kaso di naman ako aware nung una na, ganon.. haha. ewanewan DONE NA YUN. :))
tas ayuun. eto, 3rd time? hindi naman siguro!

at okay narin ata sila ULET ngayon.. : )

buti naman.

Brian kase, eh.. hehe. Joke. : )

January 21 - Monday

kk. exam weeeeekk!!

same sched lang ng longtests. 1pm dismissal nga lang. Namatay ako sa foodtech exam.

Wah. Naiilang talaga ko nung morning!! Kay Brian and Kath! di kame masyado nagpapansinan. Si Brian, mejo. Si Kath, hindi talaga. :))

Pero buti nalang naging ok kami nung dismissal. Kinalabit nya ko bigla, tas niyaya namen nila Kath Burgos mag ktv. Hahaha. aun.
so tambay kame gh coffeebean nun. with Arvin, Regina, Kath A, Kath B, Mara, ako. : )
chill laaaaang! : )

Wala kame magawa, so tambay naman sa Theater, wala ulit magawa. So basta yun.

uhm basta nung afternoon na 'to, tambay kame sa One Beverly Place (condo) sa rooftop. with Marvin, Arvin, Regina, Kath A..
nagswimming si Kath sa pgka depressed. Hahaha.
Matador nanamn ba? Haha. exam week na exam week eh noh?:))
Yuuun. may atraso pa pala ko kay Kath.. So yun. Haha. pero napatawad na nya ko. Hahahaha! : )

dumating rin sila Kurt, Pao, Mitch..
saya neto!!
tas ewan, uwi narin mga past7.

January 22 - Tuesday

Filipino, PE, Music exam. : )
laughtrip nung morning. Haha. basta. hahaha.

kaaaayyy. After exams nalang ulet. Haha.
Vmall with Arvin, Jenela and Jenela's mom. Sinamahn si Jenela bumili ng contacts. : ) Sumunod Kathlinne, Kath and Ghee..

tas umalis na si Nela.

went to Prome with Arvin and Kath Burgos. Met up with Ghee and Kath Alberto. Kath B. left narin..

Chill ulet sa One Bev sa rooftop with Arvin, Ghee, Kath, Marvin and Gregory (2nd year students). : )
Haha. wala, tambay lang. Thanks sa food, Marvin and Gregy!! :P (sila kaso mga nakatira sa condo na to,haha). kwentuhan lang kame dun. Dun ko nalang ulit nksma si Gregy. Haha!!

Errr uminom nanaman kame. HahA. Badtrip umulan. walalang.
Hilong hilo ko nung day na 'to.. as in sobra. May time na nag cr ako, ang tagal ko dun. Kasi umupo pko sa may sink. Hahaha. paglabas ko, namumutla ako. HAHAHA. Swear, hilong hilo tlga ko!! Di ako makalakad ng maayos! akala nila natumba na ko. Hahahaha. Not because of the alcohol.. basta. :))
Pero naging ok rin ako afterwards.. Haha.

past5.. we left the condo na. With Ghee and Arvin nalang ako. Tiangge! Haha.
Tangina, si Arvin ang galing tumawad!! P1500 yung bag, nakuha nya ng P700! pucha, idol. Hahahaha!

Yun, after non, umalis na Arvin. Then, Ghee and I went to Shang to look for nice clothes. sweaters! Haha. kaso, wala. Make-up yung nabili nya. Haha..

around 6 or 7 ata ko nakauwi.
Pag uwi, dinner, tas bagsak ako sa kama. Pagod talaga ko. hahaha! di na nga ko nakapag online neto. Haha. Nag aral nalang ako. wush.

January 23 - Wednesday
day3! Haha!

Chem, LT, VE exam!!..
I had a hard time answering chem.. :( mejo. haha! pero feeling ko mas nahirapan ako sa VE! hahaha. wala kasi akong values, e. hahaha

Lakas ng trip namen after exams. Hahahaha.
Una, I was with Jemmel lang, tas we went to Mcdo. tas andun Ghee and Arvin.. after kumaen, napagplanuhan maglakwatcha. :P

eto masaya to!!! Hahahah. dahil bored kame, napag isipan namen pumunta ng Galle! Hahahah. amp.
Nilakad namen from GH hanggang Galle! Ayos ba?? Hahahaa. dumaan kame sa may La Salle. Haha! ts bsta, wla tlga kame magawa. Pero shit, nakakapagod yun. Helloo greenhills to galle rin un! :))

Pero masaya. pagdating dun, chill muna sandali. Then ikot ikot. Window shopping. ts kung anuano. Bonding ulet kme nila Jemmel, Arvin and Regina. Haha. masaya naman.. :P pag alis nila Jemmel, kami nalang ni Ghee tska 2ndyr lsgh friends at poveda friends nya.
Ayowwwn.
Nakauwi ako mga 6. : )

etoooo. sobrang sakit ng paa ko pag uwi. badtrip. Hhaha. natulog ako mga 630. nagising ako ng 9. Tas nag online, at nag aral ng History ng 1030. ayos noh? haha.

January 24 - Thursday
fuck! bagsak na ko sigurado. Hahahaha. Putek ang hirap ng History. :)) pati accounting!! Haahahaha. mejo madali na lop (law on persons) ngayong exam. Sobrang bagsak ako nung longtest. Hahha. acctg at lop palang ata nbbgsak ko na longtests. Haha!

Ayun, basta ang hard!!

AFTER EXAMS.. :))

McDo with Kathlinne, Mara and Mitch. Hahaha. kwentuhan!! Laughtrip. Kulet ni Mara!! kadiri talaga yun.!! :))
tas dumating narin si Regina and Arvin.
Walalang. laughtrip kame dun. Wala magawa, e. Edi nag suggest ako ng game. Hahaha.
Pasahan lang kame ng ice sa bibig. Pinapasa saken ni Mara, papass ko kay Kath. Hahaha. baboy tingnan. :)) nahahalikan ko na si Kath sa lips, e. wuhoohahaha..

Ayun.. wla na kme magawa. at nag suggest ulet ako. Ang hilig ko ba mag suggest? Haha.
Anyway.. yun. niyaya ko sila mag MRT, tas puntang Trinoma :P

KJ si Kath, e. hindi sumama.

So Kami kami nalang nila Ghee, Mara, Mitch and Arvin.
nag MRT kme. Hahaha. nilakad nanamn papuntang Santolan station. Hhahaha. tas bumaba kame North Ave.. :)
Mga first time nga pala nila yun, ako lang hinde. Hahaha. walalang, ang exciting lang. Wala lang talaga kameng magawa. Nakakapagod rin po yun. At malayo narating namen!! Hahaha.

Ayos ba mga trip namen? So yun. pgdating trinoma, ikot ikot lang. Window shopping again. Kain sa Tokyo Tokyo. adik kame ni Mitch sa california maki, e. So yun. hahaha.
Tas wla magawa, nag Timezone nalang.. si Ghee, nag bball. Si Mitch nag Maximum Tune. tas may bago na siyang boylet dun na mga 30years old. hahajoke. wlalng

tas mga before 6, nag MRT na ult kame. Then GH na ulet! Hahahaha. Ang saya kaya. :)) kung anuano kasi pinag gagawa namen, e. Hahaha. Walalang. Achievement. :))

Ayooowwwn. tas umalis na sila. Kame ni Ghee natira, tambay dun sa may dating Bitoy's with Maha, Anj and Joyce..

tas nkauwi narin ako before 7. : )

..hahaha dko mblog ng detailed. tinatamad kse ko. Hahaha. pero masaya talaga. :))
compared sa exam week dati. Haha! araw araw iba iba trip namen. Haha..
buti nalang nkakaaral parin ako pag nakakauwi ako. diba diba?!? Hahaha.

So yuuun. So ngayon, mag aaral na ko ng Geom. :D
wuhooo last day of exams tomorrow!!

Condo muna siguro ni Patz sa afternoon, with sila Nela. : )
Then sa gabi, dun siguro sa Vendetta, tas dko lam kung pati dun sa Hysteria. Wuhoo partaay. Hahaha. shit. nagpapakasaya lang ulet ako. : )

sige, aral na nga ko! :P

January 17, 2008 - Thursday

History, accounting, lop longtests. Ayos lang history, may nasagot kahit papano. Haha. Leche yung accounting. Wala kaya kong alam. Puro blanko identification ko, tas super puro hula yung ijjournalize yung transaction. Wahah.
Sa lop, wala rin ako masyado alam. Panu ba yan. Haha.

Ay! Grabe muntik nako mahulihan ng phone:)) Nhuli kasi si So, e. haha. tas tinanong pa ko mismo ni Ms. Milante kung asan daw aken. Sabi ko wala, tas kinapkapan ako. Hahh. Wuuhh buti wla sa vest ko nun. :)) natatawa nalang ako. Alam kasi na nagdadala ko. :)) Tas habang nag actg longtest kame, di ako mpakali. Iniinspect bag namen sa likod. Di naman ako mkatingin kasi bka icpn meron tlga ko. :))
Waahh. Kinabahan tlga ko. Haha! Kasi kung mainspect bag ko, pag open non, andun na yung phone ko agad. Wuhoo. pero ayon, dko lam, siguro hindi nainspect un akin.

Sinwerte ako. nakalusot ulet. Haha..

Foodtech period was fun. Bartending. presentation. Shirly Temple yun sa group namen. Sila patz lang nag ayos, e. Haha. bartender namen si So.. tas sa ibang groups, nkalimutan ko mga tawag eh. Ang cute ni Lavs. hahahah. ay, tas yun.. basta ayos, ang cute nung kela Charles, kaso yung lychee mukha ngang mata.

Ayun, ayos naman.. Haha.
Badtrip nung dismissal. Punta kong National para bumili ng illustration board ksma sila Chelsea.. nung ppunta nko sa cashier, bigla ko nakita si Carlo.. tas as usual, ayon.. Andun si Jasper.. badtrip.. sira araw ko.
di kame nagpansinan rin, eh. ewan.. yoko na.

Pag uwi, edi online ako. Check ko multi nya. fuck naman. Mas maganda ko dun sa 'bago' nya. =)) Joke, pero joke ulet. Sus. halata nmang bago nya yun. deny deny pa, e. sabi ko nga, cycle un diba. Alam na alam ko na. hehe.

TAS, may ginawa kong kalokohan. PERO SAKIN NALANG YUN, TSKA SA MGA KNWENTUHAN KO. :P
yan tuloy. di ako nkaaral agad for geom. tsk. 11 nko nkaaral.

ang bitter ko ba. :))
pero no joke, mas maganda ko tska yung mga nkathing nya before. wala ko paki. haha. basta.

JANUARY 18, 2008 - FRIDAY

Namatay ako sa geom. Haha. badtrip! Inaral ko lateral area tska surface area, wala naman masyado lumabas! Kahit yung arithmetic at geometric series at sequence, wla rin masyado.. :((

Maraming logarithm! kung san pko mahina. Haha. badtrip kya, mkakabawi nko kung meron sana nung something n kkunin ba yung characteristic o mantissa ba yun.. kaso wala namaaan.
wla kong sure na sagot sa log na part. hahaha!
Ohwell. Mas hard geom ngayon kesa chem..

tas yun. 2-4.. nag drawing lang kame. Sa group nmen, St. Francis and St. Claire with 100 animals. Kalokohan yung drawing ko, seryoso. Hahahaha!! ayuun. pero astig yung kay Patz!:))

nun dismissal, himala di kame lumabas agad kahit 4pm dsmisal. Chill lang dun. with Nela, Mor, Anj, ts sila Joyce.. sabi ni Anjie, bt daw ang lungkot ko. Kita daw sa mata ko.. galing! Hahaha.. wlalang.

Ay. I saw Jasper's mom too!! Pero di ako nakita. haha. she was Jasper's brother, Lance. kita ko din si Ralph. na halos kmukha ni Jas.. kaso gr5 o 6 palang, eh. crush ko!! ang cute kaya. :P

tas yun. Went around gh lang ng mga 5 with Mor.. Umuwi narin ako, e.

Tas nung nasa bahay na ko, past 7, Kath Alberto txted me. Niyaya ako. ayun, so oo naman ako dahil walalang.

She picked me up at around 8pm.. we went to her condo lang. Kasma niya mga pinsan nya tska si Mitch. kme kme lang nun una.
Wuhoo libre kame ni Gherwin, kath's little brother, ng mcdo. Haha! Crush ko din un, e. Hahaha. tas yun, nood lng kme Final Destination sa hbo. Wla kme magawa. haha!

niyaya nila sila Kurt, Pao, Brian So.. pumunta naman sila, so nagstart na kame uminom..
Una kasi, ang plano, kaming tatlo lang nila Mitch, Kath, ako yung iinom. tgnan sino una mwawasak. Haha. kya maliit lang muna pinabili namen. Kaso binli ng maid nila Kath, emperador.

Ayko tlga un. Basta may something sha na nkakasuka kahit amoy palang, e.. bsta yko un. Haha. so di muna ko uminom. :)) si Mitch, pinainom sakanya puno yung shot glass ng emperador. hahaha. ininom naman, good good. :))

tambay nalang kame 20m. nagpabili ng matador, so un. dun nko uminom..
Ayaw na nila, e. so kame nalang ni Brian uminom.. si Kurt at Mitch naman may fnfix pang things bet. them.. haha. Yun. so kwentuhan lang kame nila Pao, Kath, Brian..

Mejo nahilo n ko. Eh kami lang kaya ni Brian uminom nun matador. tas may natirang 1/4 cguro.. kaso tinapon na ni Kath.. hmph. pero ayos, kung hndi, tuloy tuloy lang yun. haha. so yun. pero ayos naman..

Pao went home around 1am na. tas kame, before 3.

Pero panic tlga ko before umuwi. kukuha na kame ng cab, nakita ko wala na yung phone ko sa lanyard ko!! eh mejo nahihilo na nga ko nun.. dk lam ggwn ko. hhaa.
So umakyat ulit kame sa 20m, tas unit nila kath para hanapin yun phone ko. Amp, wla nmn. Kinabahan ako.

Tas bumaba nalang kame. tinanong nmen dun sa taxi driver kung may nakita sila, wla daw. Edi naglakad ako sa kalye, un sa may galle na.. Tas nakita ko phone ko sa kalye. Hahaha. whew.. buti di ndaanan ngcar. Nagtataka nga ko, kung pano sha nahulog.. :))

tas nung pauwi na, natanggal naman yung cat sa may phone ko. Haha anu ba yaaan. tas un. huhu..

Ayos pa naman ako. Ayuun. got home at around 3am na..

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tas ngayon, walalang. Wala ko magawa. Shempre gusto ko umalis. Kaso wala kasama. Haha. ewan, bahala na. :P

exam week na next week. : )

Tinatamad na ko mag aral. Ayoko naaa.

kaso kailangan. Haha. Chem, lt, ve longtests kanina. Ayos lang naman. Kaso di ako nag aral masyado sa lt at ve. Pero ayos naman. Buti memorize ko yung 8 Beatitudes. Hahaha!

Mejo naguluhan ako sa last part ng chem. Yung normality. Mali ginawa ko sa last part. Mali formula ko. Huhu. Nakabawi nalang siguro ko dun sa mga H, OH, pH, pOH. wuhoo.

We also had our quiz earlier about Electrochemistry and Nuclear chem. Wuhooo naperfect ko! Hahaha!

Uhhmm. yun.
Mejo umo-ok narin ako. Di ko na sha masyado tntxt. Wala naman na mangyayare, eh. : ) Tas hello, ang dami pa kaya jan. Hahaha! Kaso nga, walalang.. Ayun, edi wala nalang.

fuck you..

gusto ko lang sabihin. haha. Haaayy..
Badtrip, history at accounting at lop (law on persons) pa longtests bukas. Ch20 and ch21 lang nabasa ko. French revolution lang ata inabot ko. Haha. 3 chapters pa dko nababasa. Wah. Tapos wala akong alam as accounting. Puro kopya lang kaya ako sa homeworks dun. :)) haay bwiset. gusto ko na mag summer!!

Back to normal na po ulet.. August- November days.. basta.. ayoko na.

kumacrush nalang ako. Shet. yung sa school. fucker naman. Sayang yung dati. =)) pero shit talaga, e. Hahhahaha. Kaso, kung natuloy yon, bawal rin. :)) Kaibigan kasi niya, eh.. so parang ang panget naman ata pg gnun.
pero seryoso, ang ano kaya. ang crushable talaga, eh. hahaha.

sa babae nalang kaya ko. hahahahah. teka, hindi bagay.

dinelete ko sha sa ym ko. Hahahaa. puta kase. napipikon ako sa mga stat msg, eh. parang gago lang, eh.. gago talaga yon.. seryoso. sabi na nga cycle lang eh. tama ako.. hehe. oh well.

ayooon. Ewan ko ba. Papakasaya muna ko.

after school knina, dun lng kme nila Moreen, Nela sa may.. yung Bitoy's dati sa tabi ng school. na kahit kelan hndi bumenta. haha. yun, kain lang then kwentuhan.. kung anuano. tas dumating lang ibang people. kung anuano nanaman napagusapan.

nonsense neto. haha.

Wala. Dami kong naiisip..
Posible pa kayang mgka someone ako ulet? Hahaha. Di, as in yung bf bf. Walalang. feeling ko puro fling fling lang talaga lahat ng dumadaan, e. Ewan ko ba..

ayoko na kaya. hahaha. tanginang yan kase, e. hahaha.

AYOKO NA! SIGESIGE PAPAKASAYA NA KO. MASAYA NA KOOOOOOO.
Oh, basta text lang ako ng mga crush ko, o makita ko lang, tas kikiligin ako, masaya na ko. HAHAA. Para makalimutan muna kgaguhan non..

mgpapakahyper nalang ulet ako bukas. pero shit nakakapagod. Inom kaya before klase?.. hahhaha. joke. ayoko naman. mukha agad akong wasted.

EWAN. ang rndom. wuhoooo.

TEKA. MAG AARAL NA KOOO.

Ang drama ng previous posts ko. BWISET.

Anyway.

Nung Friday (Jan11), pumarty nanaman kame. Yeeeyy.
Yung party sa Green Meadows. Yung HYPNOTIZED. dance rapture party.
Sobrang kelangan ko. =)) Leche kasi. Yan nanaman, e. Nbwisit ako dun sa prome, e. Tanginang yan. Ewan. kaya kelangan ko talaga magpakasaya!! WOHOOO!

So yun. Bonding muna kme ni Rochelle. Tas ewan.
Saya dun sa party. Kasama ko sila Ghee. Basta masaya. Marmi nanaman akong nmeet.
Tas dami ko rin nakita na schoolmates ko before kaya masaya. Mga 3rd yr from lsgh kasi nag organize nung party. Ayun.

Dami ko nakita. sila Cham, Majid, Erika Tan, Kevin Pineda, Marnique, etc.. tas ayun. sila Micz rin.

Uhm, mejo mukha talaga kong wasted non. Di kasi ako nag ayos. Tas dko rin talaga lam kung gano karami nainom ko. Pero feel ko marami. at dahil narin dun sa binigay ni Micz na binuhos nya muna sa likod ko. Ampp. tas yun..

WUMAWILD NANAMAN KAME. BWahaha. masayaaaaaa.

Shempre, dhil ako'y sawi, at kelangan ko ng kasiyahan. Kumacrush crush ako dun. WUHOOOO. Teka mejo nkakakilig yung ano. Hhahaha. Ewan. ang gwapo, eh. =))
Joke. pero oo, gwapo talaga seryosoooo. :))

Haaayyy. Tas yun. yko masyado detailed. pero basta masayaa!! Mas masaya sha kesa sa Riot. : )

nagulat din ako. may lumapit saken. hahaha. tas kilala ata ako. tas may tinanong sha na name kung kilala ko. Stinastalk daw kasi ako nun, tas he goes to gh daw every Friday, tas vinivisit nya Multiply ko daw. Seatmate nya daw yun. hahahaha. teka sana gwapo. Joke. uhm, tapos yun..

SORRY HA. NAGPAPAKASAYA LANG AKO.
DIBA, REGINAAAAA?!?!? : )

Haaaayy. Oy dami kong libre na drinks non! Bwahah. Thank you sakanila! Hahahaa.

basta, it was fun. : )

Yoooon. so, masaya lang siya. Kelangan ko kasi talaga nun lalo na nung gabing yun. Hehe.

tas grabe, sobrang hyper ko kanina. DI KO MAEXPLAIN.
Eh, malungkot parin kasi ako, so nagpkahyper nalang ako. Di ko talaga maexplain. Pero sobra talaga. HAHAHA.
SERYOSO PARA LANG AKONG LASING KANINA SA SCHOOL!! Pnapachill na nga nila ko. hahha. siguro dahil lang sa Sprite yon. haha. pero sobra talaga. mga lunch time yun. AT SERYOSONG NAPAGOD AKO. Kung anuano pinag gagawa ko. yan, umupo nalang ako sa platform sa classroom. nahilo ako, eh. hahahah. shet yan. BUKAS ULET!! HAHAH.

longtest week rin kase.

Prom dance practcie kanina. together with 4c. Ayos naman. walalang, sharing. swing kame.

haaayy ayuuun. basta, ayos 'tong araw na 'to.
BWISET. MAGPAPAKAHYPER NALANG AKO LAGI. magpapakalasing nalang ako lagi. hahahaha.

hoooweeelll.

aayy. Filipino, PE, Music longtests tomorrow. At mejo di pako nag aaral.
Umaaiced tea at pumopotato crisps bacon and cheese pa ko.

pero,sige. MAG AARAL NA KO. :P

You said it wasn't gonna be like it was before
Then it happened again
pushing me back out the door
Thought it would be forever this time
Love made me forget about the signs
So now
Now that I know that we're through.



Wish that I could move on
Can't let go it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone .. is this how u wantin' it 2 be?
Everything you had 2 say, sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying 2 escape the misery


Chorus:

Why don't you love me the way I loved you
It feels so crazy cuz I don't know what I did 2 you.
If you're gonna hurt me then do it quickly cuz I'm tired of crying
If you don't wanna stick around then Baby forget about me.




Too late - Sorry .. I didn't even have a chance
You said you were happy, baby I don't understand
Give you everything you asked for and was ready 2 give you a lot more
I would've have givin you the world right in the palm of your hand.


Wish that I could move on
Can't let go it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone .. is this how u wantin' it 2 be?
Everything you had 2 say, sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying 2 escape the misery




(Chorus)



(Boy my heart was true) and that you can't deny
(Don't be a fool) ??? from all the lies
(it's up to you) cuz heaven knows I tried .. Tell me who's in Love




(Chorus)


I really love you..

kk i'm back.
Aun, so nung christmas vacation nga.. Masaya nung una. Shempre kasi nkakasama ko parin friends ko araw araw, tas may times na nakakasama ko Jas ng maayos. : ) So masaya. haha.
nung Dec25, kasama ko sha, Lester, Ivan, Ate Arianne sa watering hole. wlalng. Niyaya kasi ng ate ko. Eh we're not in good terms that time.. as usual. hehe. Ayun.
Pero buti nalang niyaya ng ate ko. Edi aun. Inom onti.
ts ok nko. kc nksma ko. :))

Tas, after ko rin samahan sila Nela nung Jan2, nakasama ko naman sha. Mga hanggang mga 2 siguro.. Chill sa gh. Bonding. :P Haha. we're good.. well, nung time na yon.

The following day, usapan magkikita kame sa Shang tas samahan ko sha magbuy ng navel ring for my sister (in exchange for the contacts that my sister gave him). yun. so nung Jan3, nagtxt sha.
'mabilis' nanaman daw ulet sha coz he had to go somewhere. Wala. Nakakaasar lang. Kasi laging ganon.. eh usapan kkain kme together tas wla, bonding bonding lang. Naasar ako. edi di na kme ngkita. Ewan ko ba dun..

So I just went to Shang. met up with my sisters, Mingky and Jana..
then I went to gh nung gabi. I saw him, pero dko naman nakasama..

the following days, niyayaya ko sha. kasi gusto ko ulet makasama, but HE WAS TOO BUSY.
He wasnt like that before. dko lam bt bglang naging ganon. wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday may lakad daw sha. tas di daw nya ko pwde samahan.. ewan.
Grabe, nkakabadtrip..naiiyak na nga lang ako sa inis o ewan, eh. di kasi sha ganun dati. hmm..
basta, yko na lantad lahat.

Tas nung Sunday naman.. I was also in Shang. I asked him to meet me up. sabi nya kasi before, pwede sha ng Sunday. So yun.
tas sabi nya, mga 4pm daw. tas binawi. bka gabi daw. Nakakabanas..

Sabi nya kung aku daw punta don, samahan nya ko. Dahil tanga ko, pumunta ko.
Well anyway, wala naman ako ginagawa sa Shang nun, so it was okay..
Went there before 5.

I txtd him. He was with sina Lendl. Sabi ko gh ako. sabi nya sasamahan nya ko after mass nila. He heard mass at 6pm. Obviously, it ended at 7pm.

After non, he asked me where I was. sabi ko nasa Prome. naghihintay. Hehe.
sabi nya pntahan nya ko pg alis ng FRIENDS nya..

THERE. 8PM. I was infront of Burgoo. yung sa may bridge. (i was so emo this day!!).
Pinuntahan nya ko. 8PM.
I WAITED FOR 3HOURS. I WAS ALONE FOR 3HOURS..

there. so i was with him..pucha mukha akong tanga na ewan. Iyak ako nang iyak. Nalalabuan kasi ko sakanya. Sobra. dko lam bt bgla sha naging ganun.. SOBRANG IBA NA..
it really feels good everytime he hugs me. : ) pero ewan..
tas sabi nya.. "sabi ko sayo wala ka mapapala saken, eh.. lagi lang kita npapaiyak. hindi worth it, Anja.."..

ewan..
he's happy being single. Ako rin naman, eh. ayos naman talaga maging single. pero ayoko ng ganito. gets? dko maexplain.. gusto nya kasi space, alam ko yun. pero bakit diba? hehe.. at mas happy sha with friends. "mas mahal ko barkada ko..". hmmm..
atleast man lang, bumalik sha sa dati diba? yung npapagsabay nya kahit di naman kame. Ewan.. may nagbago lang talaga..
tang ina. iyak talaga ko ng iyak. naguguluhan talaga ko dun. dko lam kung anu gusto nya o ano..

"happy birthday, Anja. I love you. I'll make up for everyting. I love you, Anja."..

Anu na kaya nangyare jan?

Nkchat ko kahapon. Ang laki kasi lagi ng galit saken, wala naman ako gnagawang masama. SOBRANG COLD. COLD KUNG COLD.

Edi nagtanong ako. May feeling ako, na baka 'wala' na talaga. Gets?. na baka biglang dumating yung day na nrealize nya na "wala" na siguro talaga..

.."ata"..

fuck? EWAN!!

Naalala ko tuloy. Nung nakasama ko na ulit sha nung November.. after non. tnxt nya ko.
"i love you anja. dami ako nakilala. dami nangyari saken, pero ikaw parin tlaga. i love you, Anja."

walalang...
ewan talaga.
nag expect naman si gago. Oo, ako. hehe.

tas yun.. so ngayon, malabo nanaman. AKALA KO KASI MAGIGING OK NA,EH.

Umiikot talaga mundo. Haha. See? pag sha yung naghahabol dati, ako naman yung cold. Tas pag yung time na sha naman cold, ako naman yung lumalabas na naghahabol. Haha. Ohwell. Ayos lang saken yun..

labo lang nya. sobra..
Nagpapakatanga nanaman kasi ako for the nth time.

astig nga topic sa chem kanina. Sobrang patama talaga. astig tlga chem pg thursday. First subj kasi, eh pg gnon magddscuss pa sha ng kung anuano. bgo mismo yung topic. Ayun.

"stupidity" na 'to. haha. yung kahit anong gawin daw sayo, yan, mahal parin daw. kahit ilang ulit na gngwa sayo yung kung anuano, sige parin.. di na love, e katangahan nalang. hahah. halos lahat sila tumitingin saken. haha. dami ko kasi nsshare-an sa classroom tungkol sa mga nangyayare samen. so alam nila. tama, tanga daw talaga ko. =))

mahaba pa daw buhay. Enjoy life!! lagi kasi akala, kung anu meron ngayon, akala yun na forever. there's no such thing as forever. there's nothing permanent in this world, but change.. tang ina ienjoy nalang buhay muna diba? problema problema pa.

yun lang kase gusto ko. gets?
ayoko ng space space. hehe. alam mo yung feeling na, ok lang na wala naman kyo, pero yung thought na 'nanjan' parin.. friends with benefits. haha. ewan ewan..

Nakakagago..

iikot ulet mundo nyan. tingnan mo lang. haha. babaliktad nanaman 'to. nag aassume. haha.
hmm. ganon naman kasi lagi. as in lagi. well, sana mangyari ulit yung 'lagi' na yun.
THINK POSITIVE. diba? : )

naaliw nga ko dun sa gm ni Camille.
"dont worry about falling in love, coz in fairytales they dont find each other til the last page"..

haha.
shet 6months nkong single pala. Haha. Nakakamiss yung 1year. :) 1 year and 4days, to be exact. haha.

Ohwell. This is life. :))

I really like the lyrics of this song.. got this from Camille also!! Thanks, Camille!!
download nyo. :P

Hello, everyone! I'm back!



Sinipag lang ako. Wala kasi ko ginagawa, eh. Tas di naman ako gumagawa ng homework sa bahay, ayuun.



I just turned 16 last January 1. We celebrated it in Shang Hotel. I was just with my sister and my grandmother. Ang saya. Haha. daming pictures! You can check out my multiply.

I felt so special that night. eve. or morning. Haha. A lot of people greeted me. : ) Kahit nga dko kilala, nakuha number ko tas gnreet ako. Tas kahit mga nsa states nagtxt pa para gumreet. Tas marami rin tumawag. Haha. Ang saya kaya pg New Year yung birthday!! lalo na pag countdown naaa. WEEE!! Saya. haha. ayun. THANKS SA MGA NAG GREET TALAGA.. : )



So there. A lot of stuff happened since the last time I posted here.

Saya rin ng Christmas break. Araw araw ako wala sa bahay. Ayoko talaga dito, eh! Haha. Buti nalang laging nagyayaya friends ko. As usual, laging gh. KTV. inom. inom. tambay. The usual. Pero fun. : ) madalas nagtatakas ng mga brandy sa ktv. at chaser. hahaha. kasi naman, may charge na 500:))

Lagi ko kasama sila So, Kurt, Kath, Dax, Arvin, Pao. tas minsan sila Mar, Nela, Mor, Rhachel.. auun.

tas sila Nico, Irvin, Andrei..



tas ewan.. teka. kkain lang ako. :))

I've a lot to blog about. Pero not now. Tinatamad ako! Tas I need to sleep na. 12.19am na eh. 5 pa ko gigising. Haha. I'll update tomorrow.

VISIT MY MULTIPLY! : )

What a day!! We were so hyper! Lalo na nung lunch. :))

Even nung morning, hyper na agad kame. Wahaha. Arvin kase, e! My loves! he/ she was so hyper!! Tawa kame nang tawa. Ohye song of the day namen yung sa chicosci. Hahaha. (chi-ko-see dw sb ni arvin.). Okaaay. Hahaha. Kinakanta nya kasi ng tlgng rock version, e. Eh hello, hindi bagay sakanya. Pang Gimme More boses nun. Haha.

So there. We were just singing the whole morning. Yeeey sarap tlga pag may gitarista!! Haha. Sarap kumanta. Ayuun. So I wasnt able to study for the geom quiz. :)

Yuun. then during lunch, eto talaga, isa sa mga lunch ngayong 3rd yr na nkakapagod at nkakahyper. Kami kami nila, Nela, Esther, Brian H., Arvin, Jemmel, Ghee, Kath, ts isama narin natin yung iba. Haha. 1 hour lunch kase. PAAARRTAAAYYY !! Yes. It's a party hour. Hahha. OOHH OHH OHH OHH OHH OHH OHHHH.
grabe napagod tlga ko sobra. Knta kame nang kanta. Kahit hindi sakto dun sa gitara, kahit ano nalang. Haha. i love 3c! Hahaha.

Nung una kase, we were just singing senti songs (para narin sa food fair thing na nkakaleche kase bka wla na daw live performances! GRR!! DI PWEDEEEE!). Tapos yun, hbang tumagal, kung anuano na kinanta namen. PAAARRTAAAYYYY NGA! :)) I'LL RAISE MY GLASS TO YOOOOO! Ohye, dancer namen si Arvin eh. stripper namen. So thuuurrrr. sbrang energetic. at napagod kame dun.

Good thing walang music quiz after lunch! Wahaha. so during music period, free time. So we just studied for chem quiz. Shet buti naaral ko yung mga salts! tska yung mga equivalence, normality, etc..

L.O.P. was okay. I wasnt really attentive during the discussion. Anu ba ginawa ko nun?

Yuun. theen cheeeem. Ayos lang. na hinde. punyetang neutralization yan! Ay atleast one mistake ako sa first part. Hahaha. leche kase yang calcium sulfate sesquihydrate na yan, e. Ok, so sinisi ko sila. k. tas yung ibang parts puro computations na. huhu

Theeen dismisssaaal. Walalang.

We'll be having our recollection tomorrow. Together with 3B and 3E : ) Sana hindi boring! Ang boring kaya nung last year! Anyway.

walawalawalaaaaa.

So nung Friday- Saturday naman..

WAIT. AYOKO MSYADO IBLOG. BAKA MAY MAPAHAMAK NANAMAN. WAHAHA.

Basta yun. Chumill lang ako condo ni Kath. view nyo nalang multiply ko.
Tapos nung Saturday, same same.
Pero I went to Galle muna. then kath's condo. Then met up with Jasper ulit sa galle at around 8. tas went to Metrowalk. with Wilmer, Lendl, Carlo, Ivan, Chester,Estav,Jas.
tas eastwood. then Hannah and Michelle came rin.

I also saw Krista. HI KRISTA!

So yun. I was in a bad mood na. So at around 10 siguro, I left ewud na.. nbadtrip tlga ko, e. Akin nalang yung kung bakit.

Yon. Bumalik nalang ako condo nila Kath. Chill sa 22M.
tas mejo na-good mood narin ako. kasama ko nun sila Kath A, Brian, Pao, Sab, Japo tas tita ni kath at friends ng tita nya. uminom.. Tas umalis narin sila Pao and Sab mga 11.

Balik kame unit ni Kath. Tambay!

Siguro mga 1230am lng ako nkauwi. So ang aga ko na umuuwi ngayn. Walalang.

Hayyyuuuun! ganon naman Saturdays madalas.

walalang.

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So lagi parin kame nag aaway ni Jas hanggang ngayon kahit d n nmn kme. WOW. HEHE. PUNYETA NAMAN KASE! Napaka ano paren! GRRRR!!!!

THE USUAL. Then now he's txtng me, nagssorry. SEE. Lagi lang yang ganyan. (nagpapadala naman ako lagi. tanga tanga ko) Di ako mkareply wala akong load. OHHHWEELL.

Tas pag napatawad na, ayon, CYCLE. Uulit nanaman. HEHE. Leche, diba. SAME ISSUES.
Ah ewan bahala siya sa buhay nya. Nakakasawa na mga natatanggap ko galing sakanya. BAHALA NA.

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OOOKAAAAY.
crank that day tomorrow. :))

I'm so bored right now. I don't know why I went home early even though there's no classes tomorrow.

Wala kami masyado ginawa today. Chem class was fun, as usual. We just discussed about Redox Chemistry. It's so haaaaardddd :(( pero exciting rin. Lalo na yung assigning oxidation number. Walalang. : )
mejo 15mins ng chem nakuha yung time. Coz of Ms. Milante. nag-gget sha ng money para sa gift for Mrs. Duran. haha. ang kulit sobra. di ako nag contribute. :) haha. ang kulit. Sinabi lang nya na mdadagdagan yung checks dun sa grades namen sa recitation sa chem pag nagcontribute. tas dami na agad lumapit. haha. bad. haha.

So there. then snacks. then Filipino class. we had no teacher, coz Ms. Milante was still buying that cake thing. We just copied notes. tas picture picture with Ghee, Arvin and Kath. haha.. haayyuun. When our teacher arrived na, we had seatwork about Pandiwa. what the hell. halos lahat kame naka 0. hahahah. nakalimutan na namen, e . awww. recorded pa naman yun :(( pero ok lang. marami naman kami. haha!

Wala kame geom, wohoo! Lunch at 12nn. La Dolce. Ang gulo nanaman namen. Haay. Laughtrip. Bwisit. Hahaha. ay libre din kame ni Edgar. Wohoo.
yun, then mga 1pm, 3rd yr and 4th yr students just went up to the gym. Manonod kase ng Poetry, Declamation and Elocution Contest.
Ang tagal bago magstart. Buti nalang kung anuano dinala namen dun. at mgkktabi kame nila Moreen, Jenela, James and Patz. tas harap namen sila Ghee, Arvin, Kath, Esther. Haha. so okay narin. haha.
Mejo kung anuano lang dinidikit namen ke Arvin. naaliw lang kame sa tape, ba't ba. Haha.

Yuun. It was a bit boring! it ended at around 3.45pm siguro. congrats to those who won : ) Then after non, may short 'program' for our principal, Mrs. Duran. Coz it's her birthday today : ) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ang cute nung video. Haha. walalang. Nakakaaliw rin naman. partaaaay! hahaha.

tas around 430, we were legally dismissed. :P dapat kase 5pm dismissal, eh ayun. basta. : )

thereee. just stayed in school til 5. just hung out with Jenela and Jemmel. then went outside school na. Rainy daaayy. Badtrip kaya! Kung kelan nagdala ako ng jacket kahapon, dun hindi umulan! Tas kung kelan hindi ako nagdala ng jacket ngayon, lakas naman ng ulan! kapikon. Hahaa. yuun.

Nadaanan ko sila Kath, Ghee, Arvin and Nico. I was supposed to stay in gh rin, kasi wla nga pasok tmrw naman. Kaya lang Ghee told me na di na sha aalis coz her mom didnt allow her na. coz of that thing in Makati. So yun. Wala nko masyado reasons to stay. Hahaha. Wala rin naman ata masyado people sa gh ngyn.. so yun. tas wala pkong jacket kaya di nko nagstay. Haha. Amp. babaw.

Yun, so I just went home. : )
and here I am. Haha.

it's kinda boring, though. haaayyuuun.

WHAT THE HELL! May curfew buong Metro Manila, tas s. Luzon and c. Luzon starting mamaya 12mn til 5am. Anubayuuuunn.

well, nanonood ako ng news eh. wahaha.

hoooweeell. haay bukas nalang ako aalis. :D

Nagugutom na ako. :

I had a haircut last Sunday. It's too short. :'( pero ok lang. Haha.
We were just in Shang last Sunday. Whole day. with my sisters and mama(lola). Lunch at Sumo Sam tas Via Mare nung night. Grabe ang takaw ko nung lunch. Sobra. Haha.

ANYWAY.

Yuun. Nung Monday naman, during our p.e. class, we practiced for our dance na for prom. Swing sa section namin. We'll be dancing with 4C sa prom. Haha. It was fun. Daya! Arvin was supposed to be may partner!! Hahaha. Mangaagaw si Kath. Haha. but Carl's okay naman. Carl Moraleda. partner ko dun sa dance sa prom. Haha. Walalang.

Tas nung Tuesday naman.
Laughtrip sobra nung umaga! Hahahaha! Si Arvin kasi eh putek. Hahahaha! PAARRTTAAAYYY! Hahaha!

Filipino class was fun. Hahaha. We presented our dula dulaan about that particular story. Our presentation was good naman. Laughtrip sobra. Hahaha! Basta, saya talaga. Haha. ok naman yung ibang group. debate yung isang group, tas yung isa parang news report something. Marga and Kevin's scene was so bentaa. Hahaha.

Report cards were also distributed. Ohyea! I got a higher quartertly average in 2nd quarter, compared sa 1st qtr malamang. Haha. Wala ko line of 7 yeeey. Napasa ko chem! Wahah. just got 84.88. Yun lang. Mababa oo na. kesa naman last quarter, 83. something something. Haha. Sana mas tumaas ako ngayong 3rd quarter. Goodluck saken : )

There. nothing. the usual. haha.

Today naman.. we did nothing during History class. Well, I didnt do anything. I tried to study for accounting and chem quiz. pero, wala. ayun. nkaaral kahit konti. Haha. Jenela, Brian at Lavs kasi, e. nagkkwentuhan lang kame. Pero si Brian gumagawa ng homework sa history. Shet bagong buhay. We were supposed to do our notetaking kase, pero tinamad ako. Sa bahay ko nalang gagawin. Haha.

Saya rin nung accounting. Do you guys know the Marimar joke? hahahaha. shit. Gago talaga si Arvin. Dinare namin sha na gawin kay Mr. de Silva. Ginawa amp. hahaha. super laughtrip. astig tlga.
Lalo na nung ginawa nya saken yun, shet yung sigaw ko ganon na ganon. Kalokohan. Haha.
walalang nkakaaliw lang tlga.

Yun, wla, tas normal lang yung ibang subjects. Labo. basta yun.
We also had our chem quiz today. Sana pumasa. haha.
Ay wait, nkakaewan nung rhgp. Wala ginawa, kwento lang nang kwento si Ms. Milante. tas parang napunta yung topic sa boyfriend girlfriend stuff. tas tinanong nya kung sinusno samen may bf daw blahblah. Eh alam naman nila na kame ni Jasper non. pero ngayon di na. tas sabi ko wala na ko. tas sabi ni maam, "yan. si anja. nagpapabugbog yan, eh..". HAHAHAHA. dahell! hahahahah. natawa nalang ako, e. hahaha.
Pag talaga mga ganun na topic, mga battered ek ek, lalo na pag ve, filipino, lop, laging nacoconnect saken. Haha. walalang.

laughtrip rin na araw to. masaya. haha. lalo na nung lunch. Ewan ko, tawa kame nang tawa nila Mor, Patz, Nela sa satellite, eh. :))

Yuun. kahit nung dismissal. 4pm dismissal. Just went to McDo with Justine, Jenela, Moreen and Camille : ) Noothiiing. we just ate and again, laughtrip. Hahahah. Haayy ang sarap tumawa. Sana lagi nalang ganon noh?!
Kalokohan ni Nela, ee. Tntry lang namen ientertain si Justine. Hahaha. Wala kung anuanong sched lang ni Justine kinuha namen. Daily routine and stuff. Kay Camille naman bukas. Haha.
i had fun. thanks my loves. :))

after after school..someone txtd me. "ok ka na ba?" "ui punta ko shang. punta ka?"..
He was asking me if I was okay na ba that time, coz I really wasnt in the mood last night. He ruined my night : ) that's why i dont like txtng him or chatting with him. Kasi it always ends up in an argument. ganon tlga! Kaya dapat nagkikita lang kame, e. ayun.

As usual, he kept on saying stupid things to me. Soobra. I got really hurt : ( He's always like that. Sobra siya magsalita pag galit. as in. It just started with my friendster pictures. : ) Tas yun. nagsimula na! Kung anuano na sinasabi! puro negative as in. Ang sakit talaga sobra! Lalo na pag nanggagaling sakanya. laki ng problema puuteeek. picture lang yun. Wala naman ako tntry palabasin, la naman ako gusto mangyare or stuff, wla naman tntry iseduce sa mga yon. HAHA. Ona sige, di na maganda tingin nya saken. :D OKAY.
At di nya alam kung ano nagustuhan nya saken. Ohwell. Kakaiba talaga pag iisip nun.
Ayun, winalk-out-an ko sa ym kagabi. Nakakapikon, e. basta masabi nya gusto nya, sasabihin nya, kahit sobrang sakit. parang di babae kausap e.

So yun. Kaya siguro tnxt ako kanina ng ganon. So shempre, madali talaga ko mgforgive sa mga ganon, e. edi nireplyan ko. Sabi ko, ok lng.. Nawalan ako ng load bigla nung niyaya ako mgShang.

Pero kahit ganon, 'mejo' nakasama ko sha sandali sa Shang. ayun. It's just weird. Yung feeling. May something. Hmm. Anyway, walalang. Nag ikot lang kame. Gustung gusto nya ko inaasar. Nakakaasar! Hmph. tas yun. ikot lang nga. I showed him this hoodie that i like from Zara : ) I hope he'll buy it for me. HAHAHA. kahit di kame. wahaha. Walalang. So there.

Weird, ok? Weird. Hmm. dko tlga lam. ang labo seryoso. kasi kung kelan magiging ok ult kme, may mga mabababaw na rason naman tas magaaway. grabe pa naman kame pag nag away. KUNG ALAM NYO LANG TALAGA. kaya ang labo tlga. di kame sa lagay na to. pano pa IF EVER balikan ako? magulo nnanaman yan. sobrang labo nya.
Sa personal lang siya ok saken. Pag nakikita nya lang ako. Pero pag txt o chat o whatever, prng wala. Parang temporary lang lagi. Ewan. ANG GULO MO!! sana consistent eh diba. bstaa weird yun lang. Sanay narin naman na ko. So okay. Whatever..

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PEOPLE, PLEASE PRAY FOR MY 1STYEAR SCHOOLMATES WHO JUST PASSED AWAY THE OTHER DAY AND TODAY.
PAULINE DIANO who passed away the other day coz of dengue. and Jamille Baltazar who just passed away today coz of.. aneurism? cancer? im not sure. basta. Let's just pray for them.

pareho pang 1styear hs amp.. hay.

*kakain muna ko. cheesy pops. whee. haha. i have to do the hw in geom and chem. na siguro bukas ko na magagawa. haha. basta. ewan. yun lang.

goodnight.

i'm not really feeling good right now : ) but it's okay.

NOVEMBER 23, 2007
Hiii. I was happy again yesterday/ last night : )

Laughtrip nung Filipino class. We were given the time to practice for our dula dulaan for next week. Laughtrip yung scenes ni Kevin and Marga, e. (uy birthday ni Marga ngayon *nov24*, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!) Kung alam niyo lang kasi 'image' nila sa classroom/ school. Hahaha, basta yun. Ang kulit tlga, sarap nila pagtripan. Yung scene lalo na niyayaya ni Kevin si Marga na mag pda or something, tas si Marga nahihiya pa pero bibigay din naman. ts yung isa pang scene na gnwa nilang konektado saken. Ginawang battered wife/ gf si Marga. nung nlmn na nabuntis sha ni Kevin. Haha ulol yun ang di konektado msyado saken. Haha ewan bsta laughtrip tlga. Sila So kase, e. Haha.

History class was boring. Di ako nakikinig pag nagddiscuss. Katabi ko Regina nun, pero wala, tinulugan ako. Kaya nagdrawing nalang ako. Hahaha. Pero mas astig parin drawing ni Moreen. yung potato. HAHAH. how cute ;)

ayyuuun. walalang. nung rhgp naman, as usual, naging topic parin ata yung prom. Bwisit kase na promdates yan. Amp sana tlga maisipan ng adviser namen na choice nalang namen. Ang dayaaa!! :((

Anywayy. tas yun. after classes..

Punta muna kami condo ni Patz, with Jenela at ako lang. Dun kami nagbihis. Ang tagal namen :)) kya ayun, Yellow Cab with James, Jenela, Moreen, Patz, Juan C, Robert, Timothy and Brian Hernandez.
Brian had to leave early. Kawawa naman, di naabutan yung food. Kasalanan ni Nela,tagal kase. :)) ayun.
Kain lang kame. Haha. bondiiing. ilovethem! : ) THANKS, JAMES!! BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D

I also met up with Mingky and Jana. I missed them! tas pinakilala ko rin sila kela James. Mingky! yung kwento ko! : )

Ayuun. ano pa ba?

Then we went to school ulit. Umalis narin yung iba. I was just with Regina, Nico, Jenela, Joyce, Byni. walalang. chill. Haha. tas ngkwento na si Gheee! Yey I'm happy for her ! : ) buti naman ok na sila ng kanyang boylet. Haha. loveyoughee!

Tas naghiwahiwalay na kame. Pnta kme Prome nila Regina and Jenela.
pgdtaing dun, humiwalay na Jenela.
Tas nagkita kame ni Cha ! I missed Cha, tooo !! Hahaha. good thing na in good terms kame kahit ngkathing sila before ni Jas. Hahaha! Love ko na nga si Cha, eh. Haha! Ayuun.

Regina left narin. So I was just with Ivan, Jimmy, Jasper, Carlo, Wilmer, Lendl, Emer, Ate Nicole, Ate Ivy, Ate Marga, etc.. ewan ko baka may nakalimutan ulit ako. Basta yun.

I had no plans rin naman last night, eh pinasama ulit ako, ayaw ibgy ni Jas saken bag ko, so sumama na ko. Haha. punta kame place ni Ate Nicole. nagpractice sila for her debut : ) yung 18roses. Gulat ako andun si Ms. Salubayba (pe teacher). sha pla magtuturo nung mga dance. tsk patay ako sa Monday. sigurado tatanungin ako ng kung anuanong stuff non. Anyway.. tas yun.
Ang saya nila panoorin : ) Nakakatuwa. Haha. ang kulit kase ni Emer, e. Inaasar ako, dun sa cheerleader thing. Haha. ayun, tas andun rin sila Aki, Dite, Cruz, tas yung iba pa. O yung isa pa. Haha nakalimutan ko :)). Di rin naman kase ko masyado close dun sa iba. ts bsta yun. nkakaaliw lng tlga sila kasama. Haha.

Tas gh lang ulit after.
tas after ilang minutes, the fort nmn. with Jas, Lendl, Wilmer, Ivan, Carlo and Emer lang. ewan, dun lang kame. Ako nsa car lng hbang nagpapatugtog lang sila. Ayun. quiet lang ako non. Mejo inantok narin kasi ko. Haha. ayun.
tas hinatid na nila ko. nakauwi siguro ko mga before 12mn.

i was with Dondon for a while.. kulit kase, e. Haha. Pero super bilis lang. ANYWAY..

Yun.

Inigo invited me rin to Jetri's again. pero nsa bahay na ko nun ni Ate Nicole. So, no nalang diba. Hehe. bka kung anu pa ulit mangyari, e.

tas yun. pag uwi ko, as usual, Jasper txtd me. ganon naman kame lagi pg mgkakahiwalay na. so un tnxt lng nya ko ulit.
Nagulat ako na dko lam kung sumaya ba ko or ano. Haha. Di ko lam. He asked me kung pwede pa daw, eh. You know. bastaaa. npasmile naman ako na naguluhan na ewan ?! Hahaha. reply ko nalang na prang.. aun.. na oo, posible pa. Pero di siguro (?) muna ngayon. Ang labo talaga. shempre dba, dami rin ngyre samen n hindi maganda na para di maging, yun, lam mo na. basta malabo !! tas ayun. ok naman kame. : )

sooo thereeee.

Earlier, my sisters and I picked up my mama (lola) in NAIA. Yeey. Hahaha. she just arrived from states eh. tas ayun. weee daming food nananaman, shet! Hhaha. i also got the hoodie na from Victoria's Secret. ang cute, eh, skinny fit : ) Haha. ayuun walalang sharing.

Wala siguro ko lakad for today. Kakauwi lang nya, e. So yun, next week na cguro. kya ayun, di ako mkakapunta gh, with sila Cheska ata, tas bsta sila. sila effrey. there. Haha.

Sige, yun lang. Hahha.