kk i'm back.
Aun, so nung christmas vacation nga.. Masaya nung una. Shempre kasi nkakasama ko parin friends ko araw araw, tas may times na nakakasama ko Jas ng maayos. : ) So masaya. haha.
nung Dec25, kasama ko sha, Lester, Ivan, Ate Arianne sa watering hole. wlalng. Niyaya kasi ng ate ko. Eh we're not in good terms that time.. as usual. hehe. Ayun.
Pero buti nalang niyaya ng ate ko. Edi aun. Inom onti.
ts ok nko. kc nksma ko. :))

Tas, after ko rin samahan sila Nela nung Jan2, nakasama ko naman sha. Mga hanggang mga 2 siguro.. Chill sa gh. Bonding. :P Haha. we're good.. well, nung time na yon.

The following day, usapan magkikita kame sa Shang tas samahan ko sha magbuy ng navel ring for my sister (in exchange for the contacts that my sister gave him). yun. so nung Jan3, nagtxt sha.
'mabilis' nanaman daw ulet sha coz he had to go somewhere. Wala. Nakakaasar lang. Kasi laging ganon.. eh usapan kkain kme together tas wla, bonding bonding lang. Naasar ako. edi di na kme ngkita. Ewan ko ba dun..

So I just went to Shang. met up with my sisters, Mingky and Jana..
then I went to gh nung gabi. I saw him, pero dko naman nakasama..

the following days, niyayaya ko sha. kasi gusto ko ulet makasama, but HE WAS TOO BUSY.
He wasnt like that before. dko lam bt bglang naging ganon. wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday may lakad daw sha. tas di daw nya ko pwde samahan.. ewan.
Grabe, nkakabadtrip..naiiyak na nga lang ako sa inis o ewan, eh. di kasi sha ganun dati. hmm..
basta, yko na lantad lahat.

Tas nung Sunday naman.. I was also in Shang. I asked him to meet me up. sabi nya kasi before, pwede sha ng Sunday. So yun.
tas sabi nya, mga 4pm daw. tas binawi. bka gabi daw. Nakakabanas..

Sabi nya kung aku daw punta don, samahan nya ko. Dahil tanga ko, pumunta ko.
Well anyway, wala naman ako ginagawa sa Shang nun, so it was okay..
Went there before 5.

I txtd him. He was with sina Lendl. Sabi ko gh ako. sabi nya sasamahan nya ko after mass nila. He heard mass at 6pm. Obviously, it ended at 7pm.

After non, he asked me where I was. sabi ko nasa Prome. naghihintay. Hehe.
sabi nya pntahan nya ko pg alis ng FRIENDS nya..

THERE. 8PM. I was infront of Burgoo. yung sa may bridge. (i was so emo this day!!).
Pinuntahan nya ko. 8PM.
I WAITED FOR 3HOURS. I WAS ALONE FOR 3HOURS..

there. so i was with him..pucha mukha akong tanga na ewan. Iyak ako nang iyak. Nalalabuan kasi ko sakanya. Sobra. dko lam bt bgla sha naging ganun.. SOBRANG IBA NA..
it really feels good everytime he hugs me. : ) pero ewan..
tas sabi nya.. "sabi ko sayo wala ka mapapala saken, eh.. lagi lang kita npapaiyak. hindi worth it, Anja.."..

ewan..
he's happy being single. Ako rin naman, eh. ayos naman talaga maging single. pero ayoko ng ganito. gets? dko maexplain.. gusto nya kasi space, alam ko yun. pero bakit diba? hehe.. at mas happy sha with friends. "mas mahal ko barkada ko..". hmmm..
atleast man lang, bumalik sha sa dati diba? yung npapagsabay nya kahit di naman kame. Ewan.. may nagbago lang talaga..
tang ina. iyak talaga ko ng iyak. naguguluhan talaga ko dun. dko lam kung anu gusto nya o ano..

"happy birthday, Anja. I love you. I'll make up for everyting. I love you, Anja."..

Anu na kaya nangyare jan?

Nkchat ko kahapon. Ang laki kasi lagi ng galit saken, wala naman ako gnagawang masama. SOBRANG COLD. COLD KUNG COLD.

Edi nagtanong ako. May feeling ako, na baka 'wala' na talaga. Gets?. na baka biglang dumating yung day na nrealize nya na "wala" na siguro talaga..

.."ata"..

fuck? EWAN!!

Naalala ko tuloy. Nung nakasama ko na ulit sha nung November.. after non. tnxt nya ko.
"i love you anja. dami ako nakilala. dami nangyari saken, pero ikaw parin tlaga. i love you, Anja."

walalang...
ewan talaga.
nag expect naman si gago. Oo, ako. hehe.

tas yun.. so ngayon, malabo nanaman. AKALA KO KASI MAGIGING OK NA,EH.

Umiikot talaga mundo. Haha. See? pag sha yung naghahabol dati, ako naman yung cold. Tas pag yung time na sha naman cold, ako naman yung lumalabas na naghahabol. Haha. Ohwell. Ayos lang saken yun..

labo lang nya. sobra..
Nagpapakatanga nanaman kasi ako for the nth time.

astig nga topic sa chem kanina. Sobrang patama talaga. astig tlga chem pg thursday. First subj kasi, eh pg gnon magddscuss pa sha ng kung anuano. bgo mismo yung topic. Ayun.

"stupidity" na 'to. haha. yung kahit anong gawin daw sayo, yan, mahal parin daw. kahit ilang ulit na gngwa sayo yung kung anuano, sige parin.. di na love, e katangahan nalang. hahah. halos lahat sila tumitingin saken. haha. dami ko kasi nsshare-an sa classroom tungkol sa mga nangyayare samen. so alam nila. tama, tanga daw talaga ko. =))

mahaba pa daw buhay. Enjoy life!! lagi kasi akala, kung anu meron ngayon, akala yun na forever. there's no such thing as forever. there's nothing permanent in this world, but change.. tang ina ienjoy nalang buhay muna diba? problema problema pa.

yun lang kase gusto ko. gets?
ayoko ng space space. hehe. alam mo yung feeling na, ok lang na wala naman kyo, pero yung thought na 'nanjan' parin.. friends with benefits. haha. ewan ewan..

Nakakagago..

iikot ulet mundo nyan. tingnan mo lang. haha. babaliktad nanaman 'to. nag aassume. haha.
hmm. ganon naman kasi lagi. as in lagi. well, sana mangyari ulit yung 'lagi' na yun.
THINK POSITIVE. diba? : )

naaliw nga ko dun sa gm ni Camille.
"dont worry about falling in love, coz in fairytales they dont find each other til the last page"..

haha.
shet 6months nkong single pala. Haha. Nakakamiss yung 1year. :) 1 year and 4days, to be exact. haha.

Ohwell. This is life. :))

I really like the lyrics of this song.. got this from Camille also!! Thanks, Camille!!
download nyo. :P