I`m so bored. I have nothing else to do, as usual. And I`m so infuriated right now, I don`t even know why. =/ I hate it. I hate itttt.

Taeeee. Alam mo yuuun. I was successful in trying not to talk to him. Yay. Achievement!! That was for liiike, a month? Or more. :) As in I cut all our means of communication. Bwahah. Yess, I deleted him from my Facebook, Y!M, Friendster. HAH. That one really worked for me. Some people might say it`s immature, but whatever. EH NAGWOWORK SAKEN, EH, BAKIT BA. TRY NIYO! SA MGA HIRAP MAG MOVE ON. Hahaha. See see. So there.

I WAS REALLY GETTING USED TO THE FEELING OF NOT HAVING HIM. Okay. Mej nasanay ako sa kanyang absence. Haha. Kasi naman. After ng lahat. Helloooo. So talagang ginawa ko lahat! Tanginaaaa.

Untiiiil. Like, 2weeks ago. I received a message from him. Ayon. Kinamusta lang naman kasi wala na daw shang balita saken. And he`s like, he misses me so much. He still can`t forget me daw even though he has a girlfriend na. And he regrets the fact that he left me JUST LIKE THAT. Tangina. TANGINA. Wrong move ka. Fuckkk.

He even broke up with the girl when he was talking to me. KASI DAW AKO PARIN KAHIT ANONG GAWIN NIYA. Punyetuhhhh. Nakakainis!!! And he said that it`s okay with him naman daw even if we`re not, like, in a relationship. Get? Yung parang, steady lang. Ano `yun, forever ko shang IT`S COMPLICATED? Haha. Tae. Kasii daw, he doesn`t wanna lose hope. HE STILL WANTS “US”. Yes. “US”. F that.

I don`t wanna write everything here na. Basta `yun na `yun.

I just hate the feeling when you`re all good na. Then all of a sudden, your efforts of “moving on” go down the drain in just a… blast? Lol. You get meeee?! Ughh. Okay.

This is what I hate about myself. I GET VERY VERY ANGRY ABOUT EVERYTHING. But ONCE you apologize, I forgive JUST LIKE THAT. Tangina.

Sabi nga nila, “Sometimes, you forgive someone just because you can`t stand not having them”.


So now, I`M SO BACK TO SQUARE ONE.