My posts won't show up whenever I try to open my blog in UCC (Union County College, ok? Not that UCC cafe in the Philippines. HAHA). Is it just the computer there? O talagang hindi nagsshow sa ibang comp? :( Maybe it`s in my blogskin. I don`t know. I’m so lazy to change it. Whatever. :)

It`s Friday agaaaiin. Time flies by so fast! Parang kaka-Monday lang, tas Friday na agad. =/

Ugh, I REALLY feel so lazy right now. I haven`t eaten yet and it`s already 3.43 in the afternoon. I am not even hungry. =/ When I woke up, I checked my phone and read messages, tweets, IM’s, etc. Then I turned my laptop on. And there…. Til now, I’m still here in my bedroom. Great.

I really have nothing to write about. I just can`t wait for Monday. I`ll be seeing him again. Yey! Hahaha! Yesyes, my crush from my English reading class. HAHAHAHAHA fuuucccckkk punyeta!=)))) I swear, he looks so good, especially last Wednesday when he had his eyeglasses on. :) But it kinda sucks `cause I haven`t talked to him yet. HAHAHAHA. Not even once. =/ I know, I know, laaaame. But yea, I don`t really care. I just like seeing him around. Bwahaha!

Major laughtrip yesterday with the usual, Dave, Kevin, Martin, and James. HAH. Lakas lang ng trip, lalo na si Kevin. Okay, I don`t know how to explain what he was doing yesterday. I am so not good when it comes to explaining stuff. Haha. But I swear, it was sooo hilarious. HAHA. Reminded me about those times when me and my friends would stay in Prome, GH and just make fun of random people around. HAHAHA. Haaayy. I MISS MY FRIENDS. Real and true friends. :)

OhGoddd, how come I can`t think of anything to jot down here?! My life is this boring. FML. I STILL WANT TO GO BACK TO THE PHILIPPINES. Yes, I am having a good time here, but… It`s still different, you know? I know I`d have a REALLYYY GREAAAATTT time if I were still there. Ohh. I really wish I could do something about it. :( Saaaddd but I do not have a choice.

Here, I`ll make kwento. Lol.

I got to talk to a very close friend of mine like last Friday. It was a very good conversation we had. I haven`t conversed with him since like July because we had to just… stop talking. Yes, the usual GIRLFRIEND- BESTFRIEND- BOYFRIEND. I`ve known him since we were in first grade. We have the greatest bond ever. I can tell him about ANYTHING. You name it. Lol. And the other way around, ofcourse. Haha. Define super comfortable. Haha. We`ve been through a lot! I swear. Nasira pa friendship namen ng isa sa bestfriends ko dahil sa gagong `to. Haha. Because yessss, expected na, na he liked me while he was in a relationship with my bestfriend na girl noon. Hehe. Kami kasi lagi magkakasama, di naman namen inexpect na magiging ganon. Isa lang kasi circle of friends namen. :) Pero wala, WALA KAMI NARATING NOON kasi I respect my bestfriend. Yung girl. Tae close kasi naming lahat, yun ang problema sa mga ganyan, e. Haha. Basta yun, talagang pinanindigan ko na SORRY PERO MAS OK NA HANGGANG FRIENDS kesa lalo pa masira lahat. So thereee… It`s a really long story. Those days were like one of the highlights in my highschool life. So unforgettable. :) I`m glad that`s over. Haha! Ngayon, parang tinatawatawanan nalang namen. Pero srsly, major issue yung mga yun nung 3rd-4thyr. We`re all over it. Good, good. :)

So `yun nga. Then he had a girlfriend na when I left the Philippines na. I met her and she really is nice. :) But ohwell, she`s the girlfriend and I`m still the bestfriend. ANOBA. Kelan pa ba kami magkakilala. Grade 1 pa, e. Dami dami naming npagdaanan at ang ganda lang ng friendship namen lalo na simula nung 3rdyr kame, kasi dun kami naging major magkakabarkada. =/

We haven`t talked for like 3months already ‘cause the girl told him not to. Okaaay. Naiintindihan ko naman kasi, sabagay, sha naman ang girlfriend. So sige, pumayag nalang ako. :)

After 3months, yun nga, nung Friday, nag catch up lang ng KONTI with him. OK. CATCH UP LANG. KAMUSTAHAN, GANTO GANYAN. What`s wrong with that? I mean, kahit papano naman, siguro pwedeng makibalita lang at mangamusta kasi HELLO TAGAL NA NAMIN DI NAGUUSAP. Nakakamiss lang kasi. BESTFRIEND KO RIN NAMAN YUN. Nothing more. Gaaadddd. Please, kelan ba ko titiglan pagselosan? Haha. Tae, eh kung sa wala ngang more than friends, bakit nagseselos pa. Sana naman kasi maintindihan na ANG TAGAL NA NAMING MAGKAIBIGAN NON. Masisira lang ng dahil jan. =/

Eh wait, yun nga, nalaman ni girl na nag usap kame NUNG ISANG BESES NA YUN (Friday). She broke up with him. DAHIL LANG DUN AH. Grabe. Pano yan? Eh nagsshow rin na wala kang tiwala sa boyfriend mo? Tsk.

So my BESTFRIEND sent me a message yesterday. He told me that his girlfriend knew that we talked, blahblah. And she broke up with him. And he`s gonna try to get back with her, and he`s like… “balik nalang muna tayo sa talagang hindi naguusap. Sorry.”

ERRRR. NA BV TALAGA KO. =/ Wala na ko masabi. OK. Ang nasa isip ko lang naman, parang, ok? Ganon talaga? Haha. Parang, sige, thanks nalang. THANKS BESTFRIEND HA. Kaw na talaga ang best. Haha. Paki consider na ang GREAT LANG NG FRIENDSHIP NAMEN. Eh sila nung 4thyr lang ata sila nagmeet. =/ AY EWAN. Sige, THANKS TALAGA. Super thankyou bestfriend nalang. Lol. Iintindihin ko nalang, sige.

Pero, I know naman na may point rin si girl kasi sha ang girlfriend. Pero getttt, iba eh. Iba kasi pinagsamahan namen. =/ Ever since, he wanted us to be more than this. Pero nag usap na kami noon na as in noon pa, na hanggang dito nalang. And we`re good about it. Ok? Mahal na mahal ka na nga nyan, e. tsk.

Nakaka BV lang kasi SHA LANG YUNG GUY FRIEND KO NA NASASABIHAN KO ABOUT ANYTHING. A N Y T H I N G. Haha. Tas yan, masisira lang dahil jan. =/

Okaaay. I am so not talking to you again. HAHA joke. I know we`d still do… pag may mga asawa na tayo. Hahaha. Eh ang masasabi ko lang eh, THANKS ANYWAY. Haha!!

Hindi ko maexpress lahat ngayon ng maayos. Uulitin ko `to next time. HAHA.

Ayon, intindihin ko nalang. I am not mad or anything. I just feel bad about this. But whatever. Smile. :D HAHA!
I don`t know what to do with Jasper. =/ We`re not in a relationship, ok? Haha. But we still talk and whatever. It`s just that.... parang nasanay lang talaga kami na "KAMI". na kahit hindi naman kami, yung approach namen sa isa`t isa parang KAMI. Tae. Ok, sana naintindihan niyo yan! Hahahah. This is bad. Huhu. I`ll just go with the flow....

I`m happy being single, anyway.

I`m pleased to say that I`m happy with or without him. :) HAHAHAH okay, I`m just kidding. Til now, I can`t really say that. HAHA!

Okay, now I`m starving. :) Random. I`ll go get some food now. :)